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Chapter 145

*14th February 2009* Billie: 1 1/2 years ago Adie and I kissed for the first time after Charlie's dead.I told Adie not to stress. I only want her to come closer to me when she wants to. Since the kiss, we got closer and closer. We were now a happy couple, and the three of us lived in Adie's house. Adie managed to move more and more of Charlie's things into the basement and to open her heart for me. Adie and I haven't slept together. She told me she needed time because it felt as if she was cheating on Charlie. It is important to me that Adie feels comfortable and only does something when she wants to. She shouldn't feel compelled to do it, I'll wait for her until she's ready... It's been over 2 years since he left us. Adie no longer cried for him every night. She looked back with a smile at the wonderful 12 years she had with him... Someone knocked on the door as I was lighting the candles. Adie and I were alone tonight. Bella was with Charlie's parents and stayed overnight... I turned off the lights and went to the door. "Hey honey, happy Valentine's Day," I said affectionately, lifting her up. She laughed and kissed me, "you too, honey. Oh, it looks beautiful here..." she said and went inside. I had lit some candles and decorated the room with some flowers... I also borrowed the secret recipe from my mother and cooked it for Adie. "Yummy salmon with spinach," she said and sat down next to me. We ate together on the couch and talked. "The food is really good, I can't believe you cooked this," she said jokingly. "Ey!!" I said offended. "Of course, I did... I would do anything for you," I said flatteringly and kissed her. "You have spinach on your cheek," she replied with a laugh and wiped it off with a napkin... After dinner I snuggled up against her. She carefully came closer and put her arm around my neck and kissed me. The kiss became more and more intimate when I noticed that she was gently stroking my chest and opening my shirt... "Are you sure? No pressure Adie, you know I can wait as long as you want honey, please be honest..." I breathed gently. She nodded, smiled, and kissed me again... I gently lifted her in my arms and carried her up to the bedroom...