restless_heart_syndrome_

Chapter 33

Billie: I walked in cautiously and felt my heart go crazy.It wasn't Adie's way of not locking the door, she was always very careful.I looked into a room on the left; it was the kitchen. Nobody was there, so I went through.I turned the corner and entered the living room, and what I saw there made my heart shatter into 1000 small splinters.There was Adie on the couch, and above her a man.They kissed deeply and smiled... The tears welled up in my eyes, my whole body trembled, and I noticed how dizzy I was. I staggered towards the door and bumped down the stairs. I propped myself up on my knees and tried to get some hold of myself. But the tears came out uncontrollably. It was impossible to describe what I was currently feeling. Jealousy, sadness, anger and an insane hatred of myself. How could I be so stupid after 10 years to think she was single? That she was desperately looking for me as much as I was?

Adie: "What was that?" I asked irritated when I heard something. "Everything is alright," muttered Charlie and kissed me again. "Charlie, wait ..." I said and gently pushed him away. "I heard something ..." We got up and headed to the door. Brian: After we saw Billie walk into Adie's apartment, we followed in confusion. *What the hell is he doing here?* Billie was in and came out after a few seconds. He stood there, completely weeping and trembling. Mike & I ran to him to catch him. Mike: "Billie !! Billie... are you okay?" I asked concerned and took him in my arms. He could barely stand on his feet. Billie wiped his tears from his face and got angry: "it's all your fault," he said angrily and pushed me away from him. When Brian tried to calm him down, he yelled at us. He was as pale as a ghost and had no strength. But he tried to shove us with his hands and feet. He cried, cursed and tried again and again to push us away "get out of here, I hate you guys!! I never want to see you again. You assholes," he said sobbing and pushed us away. Billie : I did let all my emotions out and tried to push them away, when suddenly a soft, warm, cold hand touched my face from behind... A sweet voice, the voice from my beautiful angel said softly begging "Billie please stop..."