restless_heart_syndrome_

Chapter 38

Sara: Tre stood there frozen and didn't say a word. He had expected a lot but probably never that I would ever break up. But I was sick of being treated like that. I didn't deserve that... I didn't say sth., just left him standing there and went out in silence. Determined to close this chapter forever, I walked over to the park. I sat down on a bench and let my thoughts wander... I fought for his love for so many years. I was always there for him. Even when he was sad about Billie, I comforted him!! And how does he thank me? By cheating... My feelings want to break out, but I didn't want to cry. I wish I could turn these feelings off. As I pondered, I kept thinking about Britt. The woman I met earlier. *Was I too hard with her?* Tre talked about the fact that he took out his anger at Billie on me... *Did I do the same with Britt?* ... I kept my eyes closed for a while and tried to suppress all this anger when out of nowhere somebody put his hand on my shoulder. Startled, I got up and yelled "Hey!!... wait, Kevin? What are you doing here?"

Kevin: "Excuse me, I didn't mean to scare you, Sara. I was on my way to see Billie to talk about our side project, but he wasn't there. I wanted to take a walk and then I saw you... are you okay, little one?" "I'm fine..." Sara muttered. "Oh come on, I can see that sth. is wrong. What happened? May I call somebody for you? If you don't want to talk to me, that's okay." Sara: "Why do you care? You don't even like me, Kevin..." Kevin: "Sara, please... just because Tre and I have our conflicts doesn't mean that I don't like you. You're not him. I have nothing against you." I noticed that Sara rolled her eyes when I mentioned Tre. "What did he do this time?" She hesitated a little, but then told me everything with Tre & Billie what was going on between them. And that Brian & Mike plan to bring Adie home. I took Sara in my arms and comforted her, but inside I was seething with jealousy... the thought that Tre flirted with Billie made me sick. And that Adie would come back made me mad too. Tre hated me, but that wasn't a problem. I felt the same way with him. *So now Billie & Adie will get back together* I thought sadly to myself...