Chapter 16

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Brian: Mike & I just felt bad when we left Danny's house and drove down the street.I could understand Danny... he wants to protect Adie.It wouldn't be fair if we destroyed everything that she has built up over the past 10 years.I feel very selfish. When I was honest with myself, I knew that I was thinking of myself first and not of Adie.I love Adie.But I love Billie even more... In my mind I was already preparing a plan on how to get Billie back. "Brian? ... Brian ?!" said Mike.I was so mentally fixated on Billie that I didn't even notice Mike was talking to me.

Mike: "And ... what do you think of my idea?" "Oh, sorry ... what did you say? What idea?" asked Brian, confused.I breathe exhausted ... *great ... now I have to repeat everything again* I thought briefly annoyed ... "So ... listen !! Danny won't help us, but that doesn't mean we should give up.Plan B, we drive to Adie's parents ... " Brian: " we do what ?! " I asked horrified. "Mike, Adie's dad is going to rip our heads off" "I know ... but her mum loves Billie. She will help us, I'm sure. She was very sad when they split up.We have to try, to talk to her when she is alone" Brian: Within a few seconds Mike had destroyed my illusion that Billie and me could be together again ... I was afraid of his plan. Because I know he was right ... she would help us ... "Mike, we can't do that ... Adie is happy, we should leave her alone" *I'm a terrible person* I thought to myself.I felt bad, but I couldn't control these jealous feelings.

Mike: I was beginning to doubt that Brian was really talking about Adie. I know he's in love with Billie. And that he suffers inside.It hurts him to see Billie with other.And especially with Adie ... because he knows what Billie feels for her.She is not an affair or an one night stand. She is the woman he loves, the woman for whom he would do anything and give up everything just to be with her. "Brian ... can you please be honest with me. Are you really talking about Adie's feelings? Or yours.I'm begging you buddy, please listen to your heart. You know firsthand, how terrible it is to love someone unconditionally ... and missing someone like that. You feel the same with him ..."

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