i got out her room and slammed the door. i went to my room, put on shoes, got my keys, and went out to my car. i drove off pissed. i told her i wasn't in the fucking move. what doesn't she understand??!
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Eva's POV: as soon as anna stormed off i tried following her but she just left. i went back to the girls all confused on what happened
me: what the hell happened?
emma: she's been acting weird all day
me: yeah but why?
we all tried calling her but she wouldn't answer
sab: i think we should just give her some space, we'll figure it out when she gets home
dev: yeah ig
me: fuck that, you know what happened last time. what if she tries to to the same thing-
sab: don't worry, she just got her life together. she got you. she wouldn't wanna lose it all over again
dev: yeah i'm sure she's fine
emma: yeah
me: i guess
Emma's POV: i know we're trying to not worry about anna. but i'm really scared she'll try to do the same thing she tried doing to hurt herself. but we just got done talking about it yesterday. she's changed, i hope.
Anna's POV: i just parked and starting to get out the car. before i went in where i stopped, i looked at the sign and was nervous but didn't care. what's some fun without a little alcohol? i sat at the bar and waited for the bartender
bartender= BT
BT: what can i get for you?
me: john daniels
BT: shots?
me: yes sir
BT: here you go
me: thank you
he gave me a shot and i took it
me: keep them coming please
BT: i'll just give you the bottle
me: even better
he gave me the bottle and i took one by one. i stopped for a second to process what i'm doing. i just got my life fixed and i'm fucking it over by drinking. well not really fucking it over, i mean you could never go wrong with alcohol. i kept taking shot by shot. after the 12th i was a little, well gone
BT: you doing okay over here?
me: um could i get a- a refill?
BT: damn girl. the whole bottle? you must be feeling real good huh? (chuckles)
me: fuck yeah
BT: (laughs) alright we'll don't get crazy kid, here
he gave me another bottle
me: i love you
BT: oh yeah that's drunk talk (laughs)
i took about two more shots before i stood on the chair
me: WHOS READY TO GET THIS PARTY STARTED
everyone: HELL YEAH!!
emma: anna?
me: oh HIII emma
emma: what are you doing? get down from there you're gonna get hurt
me: that's fin- i'm fine
she took to me to the bathroom, locked the door, and started asking a lot of questions
emma: okay so what are you doing?
me: what do you mean? (laughs) i'm having fun
emma: yeah a little too much. but you never drink unless something bad happened.
me: that's not true. i drink all the time, i'm happy. i finally got my life together-
emma: yeah and you're finna lose it again if you keep acting like how you act
me: what do you mean? (chuckles) i'm fine. is it wrong for me to celebrate?
emma: no i'm just saying- never mind just be glad i found you. we're going home
me: what? no.
emma: yeah yeah you're opinion doesn't matter at this point
me: no i mean i wanna go home but... i don't want eva to find me like this. she'll be mad and not trust me just- just please don't tell her. please
emma: (sighs) alright fine. but don't storm off and then get drunk again
me: okay i won't
she guided me out to the my car and put me in the passenger. she got in the driver's seat and drove back home. i opened the glove box and took out some gum and perfume and sprayed all over me
emma: you good to walk?
me: duh
i opened the door and instantly fell on my ass
me: oh shit (groans)
emma: dumbass
she got out and helped me up. she guided me inside quietly. it was all dark so it looked clear
emma: alright shut up we gotta get you upst- ohhh
next thing i know is she threw me in the nearest closet and shut it
me: OW
emma: hey eva..
eva: hey where'd you go?
emma: just went out to the store
eva: oh okay, had luck finding anna?
emma: naw im pretty sure she wouldn't storm off and go to a store
they kept talking for another 5 mins until it got silent. the door opened and i lost my balance
emma: shit. alright i got you (picks me up)
emma: okay let's get you to your bed you wasted bitch
she took me upstairs and laid me on my bed
emma: alright well goodnight
i grabbed her arm and pulled her back
me: thank you
emma: (smiles) shut the fuck up
me: (chuckles)
she left my room. i took off my hoodie and within 10 mins i fell asleep.
(hope y'all have a great day❤️)
