ROAD TO SERENITY | stydia [✔️]

13 // a little death - the neighbourhood

13 // a little death – the neighbourhood

stiles? you here?

yeah why?

idk i just feel like talking to someone

did something happen?

no, i’m just tired, i think

it’s three afternoon

not that kind of tired

oh

so something did happen?

no, i told you. i’m just having a fucked up time and i want to talk to someone about completely random stuff

if you’re free and if you want to, i mean

of course i’m free!

so how are you?

you really want me to answer that?

fuck no sorry

have you heard fall out boy’s new song?

no, what’s it called?

american beauty/american psycho

that’s not a new song idiot

really? i thought it came out like a week ago

no, idk when it came out but it was over a month ago

but i’ve heard it and it’s one of my favorite songs, tbh

mine too. have you seen the music video?

yeah

do you think the psycho is the ballerina or the boy?

the ballerina

why?

idk. she just is

okay haha

i think it’s the boy, idk why

maybe they’re both psychos, like the song’s meaning is that every beauty can be a psycho, and the line that separates a genius and a crazy person is thin, and something good can be used for something bad while it’s all hidden behind the wall of fake perception of beauty, that we are fooled by our own beliefs into things that aren’t real and our reflection of the world around us determines how we look at things in it

what happened to you?

nothing

so something but you don’t want to talk about it

yeah

can we forget that?

sure thing. what do you wanna talk about?

nothing. if i talk about anything i will keep coming back to that all over again and i don’t want that

so what do you want to do?

i don’t know. what do i do?

how could i know?

maybe i’m just too fucked up do to anything

and that’s why everyone leaves

okay i know i was a dick but don’t act like this

you’re freaking me out

lydia?

what’s going on?

LYDIA!!!!

// poor lyds
   also i have three different endings for this book and idk which one to choose lol //