ROAD TO SERENITY | stydia [✔️]

31 // chasing cars - snow patrol

31 // chasing cars – snow patrol

I’M SO FUCKING SORRY STILES OMFG

MOM TOOK MY PHONE BC I HAD BAD GRADES

SHE LITERALLY TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME

I’M SO SORRY

BUT NOTHING’S HAPPENED TO ME

I WAS GETTING READY TO CALL THE COPS OR SOMETHING

YOU SCARED ME TO DEATH LYDS

I’M SORRY

I MISSED YOU

I MISSED YOU TOO

THE CHAT WAS SO BORING WITHOUT YOU

LIKE WHAT EVEN

I DIDN’T KNOW IT WOULD BE POSSIBLE

WELL

IT’S APRIL, IT’S FINALS AND IT’S MY MOM

EXPECT THAT TOO HAPPEN AT LEAST ONCE AGAIN BC MY MOM WANTS ME TO HAVE STRAIGHT A’S BUT I CAN’T DO THAT

IF THAT MEANS WE WON’T BE ABLE TO TALK GET YOUR ASS TO WORK LYDIA

IT’S IMPORTANT FOR YOUR FUTURE

YOU DROPPED OUT OF SCHOOL IN FOURTH GRADE DON’T YOU DARE TELL ME THAT

OKAY MAYBE I’M NOT THE RIGHT PERSON TO TELL YOU SO BUT YOU KNOW I’M RIGHT

LOOK AT ME, I’VE DONE NOTHING

NO

YOU’VE DONE EVERYTHING

YOU HAVE A BAND

YOU HAVE FANS

YOU HAVE FRIENDS

THAT’S SOMETHING

AND THAT’S WHAT I WANT

I DON’T WANT TO BE A LAWYER OR SOMETHING AND HAVE MY LIFE IN ONE PLACE AND THAT’S IT

I WANT TO BE LIKE YOU

WHAT DOES THAT MEAN

I WANT TO DO WHAT I LOVE

THAT’S WHAT YOU’RE DOING

AND THAT’S WHY I LIKE YOU SO MUCH

YOU DON’T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THINGS PEOPLE SAY ABOUT YOU

BUT I DO LYDS AND EVERYTHING EVERYONE SAYS GETS TO ME

I REGRET DROPPING OUT OF SCHOOL

MAYBE I WOULD BE ON COLLEGE RIGHT NOW, ON MY WAY TO BECOME SOMEONE WHO GETS MONEY EASILY

BUT THAT DOESN’T MATTER

YOU WOULDN’T BE DOING WHAT YOU LOVE

AND HOW WOULD YOU KNOW THAT

HOW DO YOU KNOW I LOVE WHAT I’M DOING

HOW DO YOU KNOW I WOULDN’T LOVE BEING A LAWYER OR A DOCTOR OR A PSYCHOLOGIST

OR SOMETHING

BECAUSE I KNOW YOU

I KNOW YOU WOULDN’T

WELL FUCK IT I RUINED EVERYTHING FOR MYSELF AND WHAT IF MY BAND SPLITS WHAT IF NOTHING HAPPENS HOW WILL I PAY MY BILLS WHEN I MOVE OUT

IT DOESN’T MATTER IF YOU’RE HAPPY

I WON’T BE HAPPY

WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO

I WANT YOU TO STUDY SO YOU COULD HAVE PROPER EDUCATION AND HAVE MORE OPTIONS BESIDES BEING IN A BAND BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW IF IT WILL BE A SUCCESS

FINE

// you see, i didn't destroy anyone ship by killing her off! that would be kinda weird for this kind of fic, tbh. but anway, i am very excited to tell you that i will most likely be making another two teen wolf au series based on texting! this one is #bands [stydia], then we'll have #movies [alisaac] and #books [scira], and they are all a part of the big series called text wolf haha

also i don't know if after posting all the chapters i've written so far [i have 51 written in total] the updates will be frequent, bc school is killing me honestly, so we'll see //