ROAD TO SERENITY | stydia [✔️]

18 // we could happen - aj rafael

18 // we could happen – aj rafael

can i know if you’ve decided to cover another song, or to record your own? bc i’m really curios, especially about the latter

we’re probably going to cover nirvana’s come as you are, but as far as i know, no new songs of ours

ASDFGHJKL ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME YOU ARE COVERING NIRVANA OMFG YES OMFG OMFG YES THIS IS PERFECTION FIRST GREEN DAY NOW NIRVANA I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS

just forget i ever said something about your songs being lame bc they’re not and considering your music taste i must admit i can’t wait for your new songs even if i have to wait for years

seriously stiles i’m not even kidding, lose your mind, don’t look back and afraid to love are fucking perfect

you wrote them all?

thank you haha. i wrote lose your mind and don’t look back, and isaac and scott wrote afraid to love. derek mainly made the music, he can do it really easily. like, we write the lyrics, and we tell him our ideas and then he magically maxes a perfect mix of each instrument and voice and that’s pretty much how our songs come to life

that’s fucking brilliant

so you don’t really write love songs? i mean i know both lose your mind and don’t look back are kind of love songs, but they’re not like other love songs, like afraid to love

and now i’m making no sense hahaha

it’s okay lol. but yeah, i don’t really want to concentrate on what i’m feeling at the moment of writing, because that wouldn’t really make sense because that’s just one feeling and i tend to make my song a part of me

i know it sounds weird but that’s what i picture songwriting to be like lol

no it’s not weird it’s how i try to write to (only always fail) hahaha

but that’s what i do when i try to compose music hahah

wait you’re a singer too?

no, idiot, i want to be one, but idk

i don’t know if my voice’s good enough

and i still need a band hahaha

oh come on, don’t give up so easily

i know i’m not the one to tell you this, but still

what do you mean, why aren’t you the one to tell me this?

i once had a band, but it didn’t work out because we didn’t manage to make an agreement, and a few stuff. i was the lead singer, i wanted to sing indie, the others wanted metal, or rock, or jazz…it was just a big mess, nothing more. if i hadn’t given up instantly, maybe i would be in boys with bats instead of road to serenity

awh man that sucks. that’s pretty much what i’m afraid of, and why did you give up? i mean, you could’ve just made a songs of few different genres or something

fifteen year old stiles nor his friends didn’t think of that

oh well, fuck it

but boys with bats? seriously?

my buddy boyd who formed the band used the bat to get rid of an intruder he found in his room a couple of weeks before forming the band

he was a great dude

was? what happened to him?

nothing, we just stopped being friends

oh. i thought he died lol

nope hahaha

anyway you really don’t know anyone who sings well or plays an instrument?

well my bestie allison is a great singer, but she thinks she isn’t and she’s shy about her singing so that’s off

and no one who plays an instrument

that’s a shame

but you and allison could form a duo then? idk

if you really want to be in a band, just do it. don’t wait for it. the more you wait the more you’ll regret, trust me

is that why it took you four years to form your own band?

yeah. now my only regret is not doing it sooner

idk, i’ll try to talk to allison i guess.

wish me luck, dummy

good luck, love

// kILL ME //