Chapter Seventy Seven - Look After You. *Trigger Warning*

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If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh-oh, oh-oh
Be my baby
Oh-oh ohhhhh
Oh-oh, oh-oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Oh-oh, oh-oh
Be my baby
Oh-oh ohhhhh
Oh-oh, oh-oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
I'll look after you

If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly

Oh-oh, oh-oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
After you
Oh-oh, oh-oh
Be my baby
Oh-oh ohhhhh

It's always half and never whole
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own.

*TRIGGER WARNING, PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU AREN'T COMFORTABLE*

December 30th 2020.
11:45am.

So we had definitely taken advantage of my 'food poisoning' few days off. We stayed another day on top of the one we took off which was nice. We went for dinner, saw a show in the local theatre and just lay around my apartment together, we even cleaned it all up at one point. Today we were driving back up to London... I was pretty excited to see the girls again. It was odd spending time away from them after being together every second of the day all month. 

"Maybe you should take them... you know, if you need them" Damiano suggests, helping me pack up the last of my cases. He was talking about the anti-depressants that were sitting on my bedside table, I kept feeling his eyes on them for some reason. 

"I'm sure I'll be fine baby, don't worry" I place my third suitcase back onto the floor, only to look up and meet Damiano's firm stare.

"Well I think you should take them just to be safe" 

"Damiano I said I don't need them" I sigh tiredly. 

"You don't know that amore, it's just to keep in case you need them...please?" He pleads softly. I glance between both him and the bottle, knowing either way he'd find a way to sneak them into one of my bags without me knowing.

"Fine... but only for you" I give him a small smile. He grins happily and walks around to grab them from my bedside table, handing me them sweetly while resting a kiss on my cheek. 

December 18th 2017

I glance at my phone once again to see I still hadn't received a single text or call from Damiano. Maneskin had been competing on the X-Factor for the last few months and the last time I heard from Damiano was before the final. 
Maneskin had come second place and knowing Damiano... I knew very well that he didn't take losing well., he had convinced second place was defeat. My boyfriend is very insecure and questions his own talent a lot of the time which breaks my heart seeing as he is so incredibly talented. I had tried calling Vic, Ethan and Thomas over these last few days but nobody had answered which was worrying me more. 

The house had been so lonely ever since Damiano had moved into the X-Factor house with the band and the other contestants. Beba was missing him like crazy, she would lay on his side of the bed every night and cry out when we would watch him perform on the TV. I just wish he would text me and let me know he's okay. 
I sigh and stand up from the couch, leaving my phone on the coffee table as I make my way over to the kitchen to pour myself a very large glass of red wine. God, I was really needing it. 

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