Falling Unexpectedly [Completed]

31: Crushed

"Reagan?"

I opened one eye then looked up to see Blake standing next to my bed. "Yeah?" I said as I shut my eyes again.

"Your dad just left."

"Why?"

"I don't know."

I breathed out as I kept my eyes closed. "What time is it?"

"Five."

"Why are you in here?"

It was silent for a moment.

"I was wondering if I can lay with you."

Opening my eyes, I look up at her as she was standing there. I kept looking at her before furrowing my eyebrows but she took it the wrong way.

"Nevermind."

I grab the end of her shirt as she was walking away, stopping her. "No. Come on." I move over before pulling the blanket back.

As I laid there with my eyes closed, I felt her get into bed. I felt the blanket move back as she was now laying next to me.

I kept my eyes closed and felt her staring at me without even looking.

"I can feel you staring at me."

"Sorry." I felt her move a little before it became silent.

Opening my eyes, I saw her now facing the other way. I stared at her for a moment before shutting my eyes and falling back to sleep.

-

"Prom is coming up." Connor said as we were outside of his house. It was after school and I came over here when I saw dad was home.

Didn't bother walking inside, just came over here and started hanging out with Connor.

He was cleaning out his mom's car and I was watching. I had my arms crossed cause it was a little cold out here and I wasn't sure why his mom wanted him to clean out her car now.

It's been a few days and it was now Friday.

Blake has been constantly stressing and I could tell. She hardly did anything with dad anymore and I think that was pissing him off.

That morning he left but we didn't know where he went, he never told us. I knew he didn't go to work cause he took the week off so we could spend more time together as a family.

His words, not mine.

That was the only morning that Blake came into my room and slept in the bed with me. I was a little surprised that morning but was too tired to even show it.

She's been coming into my room a lot. Just sitting on the bed and hanging around as I played drums or was doing homework.

Dad walked in once but she just told him that she was helping me with homework and I was actually doing homework that day.

Every time she was with me, she kept telling me how guilty she felt and everything else she's already said to me.

It wasn't like we were actually seeing each other but I get where she's coming from.

Having feeling for me while she's dating my dad and hiding it from him.

It's a lot to take in.

Connor has yet to know but I don't know when to tell him.

It's been a long week for sure.

Now it's the weekend and according to dad, it's family weekend.