Work is almost excruciating. I like my job and my boss, which is definitely a plus. But today everything seems to annoy me. I don't want to answer any questions. I don't want to send any e-mails. I don't want to do anything.
The hours just seem to drag. And I realize that before this morning, I used to spend most of my days just talking to him. And so, it made the day go by faster.
I instinctively check my phone and it remains blank. No messages from him. No messages from Matt. No messages from anyone.
I don't usually hear much from Matt, so this doesn't seem out of place. And I don't have many friends other than Matt's friends since we started dating, so, that's also not out of place. Only him. We talked non-stop. Little chit chat throughout the day. This is what feels out of place.
I have to keep reminding myself that I made the right decision. And that it's only been today. I just have to keep reminding myself of that. But, it's hard.
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A Little Variety
RomanceI was bored. No that's a lie. I wasn't bored. I was just me. And I was lonely. And it wasn't supposed to mean anything. It really wasn't. But we found each other when we were both lost. A love story that wasn't meant to happen.
