Tainted Heart (One Piece)

Chapter 49: Love's the Worst Enemy

Chapter 49: Love’s the Worst Enemy

The silence is choking me

I don’t know if I can bear this much longer

I tell him things that he couldn’t see

He’s blinded from everything because of her

 

First of all, I’m not in love with him okay?

I’m just concerned as a crewmate for my deceived captain

I’ll write down the truth I no longer have the guts to say

Please don’t tell anyone about what’s written by my pen

 

She tried to poison him but I told myself it was nothing

Because as long as I’m here, I won’t let anything bad happen

But she kept on trying so I knew I should say something

So I did but I didn’t expect what would occur in the end

 

His calm and collected eyes were filled with anger and hatred

What were words, time and efforts wasted for?

I knew to myself there’s nothing wrong with what I said

But all those painful things he said shattered me down to my core

 

I am the medicine and he’s the disease

I keep on saving him but he keeps on killing me

Someone tell me when will my heart, mind and soul be at ease?

From this cruel reality, when will I be free?

 

Countless tears I have already spent

Too much, I feel so weak and numb

I must be better off as dead

A useless girl, stupid and dumb

 

So far, love’s the worst enemy I’ve ever faced

I’m debating with myself if I should still exist

Even the greatest detectives know love’s a difficult case

So confusing, I can’t stay longer as the optimist

I dropped the pen on the book I was updating and leaned on my chair as I heaved a sigh.

I just finished another poem for a special chapter in my book (A Flower’s Tale) which is another part of the special poems in my book collectively in the “Secrets of the Smile”.

“Amaryllis-chan?”

The door creaked open to reveal the all-too familiar polar bear I love.

“Yes Bepo?” I faked a smile but I told mentally told myself that I wouldn’t get mad with him even if he’s the closest to the captain.

Most people usually blame others when they aren’t directly involved in their problems.

The cute white bear with his normal orange suit hopped inside and carefully closed the door as if he didn’t want anyone to get disturbed.