Finding The Real Me

Chapter 42

Arena

Me and Travis were leaving Little Panda, a japness restaurant. I told him that I wanted to talk to him about what we were talking about last time so he said he would take me out to eat.

We were heading to the car "so do you want to go take a walk by a river?" He asked and I looked at him shocked. "I thought you didn't like doing that?" "Well if you like it, it's okay to do it every once in a while."

I smiled "I would like to, thanks." We got in the car and headed for the river side. We got there and we started to walk in silence. "So you've decided on what you want to do?" "yeah..."

"And?" I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. Why is this so nerve wrecking? Then an image of David came to mind and I opened my eyes. thats right he would want me too follow my heart.

"I think we should brake up..." "I see..." Travis said. "I'm sorry it's just-" I heard Travis sigh "you had to choice the hard way." "Excuse me?" I asked confused.

His grip on my arm tightly "your hurting me Travis." "You really think I'm going to let you just break up with me?" "What do you mean..." "I didn't date you for so long for you to dump me now!"

"Travis your scaring me." "Is it David, is he the reason your acting like this?" "What! No this is the real me, your hurting me Travis." "No not until you say your not going to break up with me."

"Travis I don't love you!" I yelled starting to get really scared. "You love that David guy right? Oh I swear he's going to pay for the day he tried to take you from me." "He didn't do anything and what could you do if he did!?"

"Well first I'd start rumors that he's at fault for your disappearance at the resort." "He wasn't, it was my fault." "Yeah well no one will think that, everyone will think he tried to push you

so you would get lost never to come back but you grabbed him last second and fell to. Also if there's still people who don't believe I'll spread the rumor that he's the reason he's mom died."

"How did you know about his mother?" "My dad told me a couple years ago." "you can't do that to David, I won't let you!" I yelled angrily. "And who do you think everyone is going to believe?"

I went silent, they would believe him way before they ever believe me. "How about a deal?" I looked at him already knowing what he was going to say. "Don't break up with me, don't tell anybody about tonight, and stay away from David."

"...How can I tell you'll keep your word?" He tilled my chin up and smiled "I really do love you, and I always keep my promise to you." I looked at him, I don't know want to be with him but if I don't David will...

He started to lean in "so what's your choice Arena?"
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My fiend is the one came up with little panda as a restaurant and then I could fine a good picture of people fighting so I just put a pic of panda. How you enjoyed!