twenty one pilots imagines (part two)

unexpected (josh)

pairing: josh dun x reader
word count: 2352
tw: unplanned pregnancy, angst, fluff towards the end

i stared at my ceiling as i debated what to do.

there was no escaping it. three tests and they all declared my fate. i was pregnant and i didn't have any idea what to do next.

i didn't know who to tell first. josh was so sweet, i felt like he'd support me. but, then again, we were only 15. how could i make him stop his whole life at 15 just to have a kid?

i knew my mom was going to be upset with me. but, she had to at least be a little sympathetic right? she gave birth to me when she was just 17.

all i knew was that i had to tell someone. i was just so scared. never did i think that i would have to worry about being a mom in 10th grade.

"y/n, come here!" i heard my mom call. i got up and made my way downstairs. i decided then, that i'd tell josh first. after all, it was his baby too.

but, fate had her own plans.

when i made it to my kitchen, my mom was sitting at the counter with my three pregnancy tests in front of her. her head was in her hands.

"would you like to explain?" she asked, clearly distressed. i broke down at that exact moment.

"mom, i-i-i'm so sorry. i didn't mean to, i'm sorry please don't kill me, i'm sorry." i cried. instead of yelling at me, my mother remained calm.

"who's the father?" she asked me. i wiped my face and sniffled.

"josh dun." i replied. her eyes grew wide.

"i need you to listen to me. pack all of your bags. don't tell josh you're pregnant, and we're leaving tomorrow. as much as you may like to tell him, you really can't."

i scrunched up my eyebrows.

"w-what? why can't i?"

"josh's parents were the same people who shamed me at church when i got pregnant for you. and- although josh may be different- i don't want his parents to shame you too. so go get packed and say your goodbyes to josh. we're gonna head to grandma's tomorrow. we'll stay there and we'll have the baby. but, you can't tell josh."

i nodded silently as i began my walk back upstairs.

i really wanted to tell josh. we were so in love, we had been together since we could even develop feelings like that in the first place. he was so sweet to me, which is why we lost our virginity to each other. but never did i think i could get pregnant after us doing it just once.

i began to cry a bit more as i packed my belongings. everything that was important to me, i packed. which included my necklace that josh made me. even though we would have to break up, i swore to myself then that i'd always wear it.

*ring ring ring*

i looked at the caller id. it was josh. i planned to call him after i packed, but he was already calling me so i figured packing would need to wait.

"hello?" i answered, my voice kinda small.

"hey, love. what are you doing?" josh asked me, his calm voice making me feel slightly better, although i knew it could damn well be the last time i ever heard it.

"i'm..i'm packing." i told him. he was silent for a moment.

"packing? why?"

"my mom and i are moving in with my grandma starting tomorrow. we leave in the morning."