twenty one pilots imagines (part two)

just a nightmare (josh)

pairing: josh dun x reader
word count: 761
tw: some angst, mentions of a nightmare, mentions of infidelity, mention of suicide

i woke up with a jolt and immediately started bawling my eyes out. i had just dreamt that josh cheated on me, and i took my own life.

josh immediately sat up and rubbed my back, soothing me. i hated having nightmares. luckily for me, they only happened when i was on my period. but that one was bad. it was so bad.

"y/n, it's okay. it was just a bad dream, don't cry. i'm here." josh soothed me. i felt my warm tears fall onto my hands.

"you cheated on me and i killed myself. it felt so real josh." i cried. josh stopped abruptly before continuing to rub my back.

"it was only a nightmare, i promise. i would never in a million years even consider cheating on you. you're the only girl i love, and i plan to keep it that way forever."

"don't leave me, joshie. please don't leave me."

"i promise. i'm yours forever, sunshine."

once i was calmed down, it was already 7 am.

"i'm gonna go take a shower. it kinda sucks when you're on your period to just stay in your pad." i said. josh nodded.

"i couldn't even imagine. while you do that, i'm gonna go to the store." he replied.

"okay."

i got up and walked towards the bathroom. i started my shower and stripped myself, wrapping my pad in toilet paper before disposing it.

i got in the shower and sighed happily as the warm water beat on my skin. it felt amazing. i decided to take extra time in the shower, because i was still a bit shook from my recent nightmare. i knew that josh would never cheat on me, but my hormones were going crazy, and i couldn't push away the post nightmare feeling.

when i finally finished showering, i put on a pair of leggings and my "i believe in josh dun" t-shirt that tyler got me for my birthday as a joke one year. it always made josh crack up when i wore it, and it was actually quite comfortable.

i brushed my teeth and applied deodorant. i pulled my hair up into a bun, not bothering to blow dry it. that took too long and i didn't even have nearly enough patience.

when i was ready for the day, i went to the living room and sat on the couch. josh wasn't back from the store yet, but i wasn't worried. walmart was busy on fridays, even at 8 am. i decided to scroll through instagram, just to see how tyler and josh's clique was doing.

a few minutes later, i heard the front door open, signaling that josh was home.

he came out into the living room and sat by me on the couch. he then handed me a bag. when i looked inside i saw that there was chocolate, a heating pad, and more pads. good riddance, considering i was almost out of pads.

"i noticed you were almost out of pads so i went to grab you some more. i also got you chocolate and a heating pad because i know those help your cramps." josh said to me. i immediately set my bag down and engulfed josh into a huge hug.

"you're amazing." i told him, although it was muffled because my head was buried in his shoulder.

"i just wanted to show you how much i loved you. that's all." he replied. i hugged him a bit tighter, but eventually let him go.

"i was thinking, what if we just stay home today and binge watch horror movies? we can just stay in here, we don't have to go anywhere, and we can just enjoy each other's company." josh suggested. i broke out a huge smile.

"you're a dream, josh dun. don't you know that?" i replied. he smiled.

"i'll take that as a yes?" he asked. i nodded. "well then in that case, i'm gonna put on the shining."

josh got up and put the shining on. we both loved that movie. after he put it on, he came back to the couch and sat by me. i cuddled up to him, feeling inner peace once i was in his arms.

"y/n?" josh muttered.

"yes?" i replied.

"do you feel better now?"

"much. only thanks to you."

"i love you." he told me. i smiled against his chest.

"i love you more." i promised.