twenty one pilots imagines (part two)

unplanned (tyler)

pairing: tyler joseph x reader
word count: 824
tw: angst, unplanned pregnancy, language

as soon as i finished taking the garbage out, i wrapped myself in a blanket on the couch and began to cry.

how could this have happened? why did it have to happen? we made an agreement, and now it was practically thrown out the window.

what if he left me for it? what if he decided that he couldn't do it, and he divorced me? gosh, i couldn't even bear the thought. i loved tyler so much, i wouldn't be able to do it without him.

any minute, i knew he'd be home from the studio. how could i tell him? i wasn't even able to take the news myself.

after a few minutes, i heard the sound of the front door open.

"y/n? i brought taco bell." i heard tyler call out. my heart shattered a bit. that was our go to take out place. if he left me, would i even be able to go there anymore?

tyler came out to the living room. when he saw me, he rushed to me and sat on the couch, pulling me into a hug.

"what happened? why are you crying?"

*flashback*

"y/n i think we should talk about something." tyler said. i sat up from our cuddling position so that we were face to face.

"what's up, ty?" i asked him. he frowned.

"would you ever want kids? like, is that a priority of yours for the future?" he asked me.

"i wouldn't mind it, but it's never been a priority. i'd be fine just having you. why, do you want kids?"

"it's not that i don't want them it's just...what if i passed my mental illnesses down to them? i don't want to make a child have to suffer through that. so, as long as you're alright with it, i was wondering if you would be fine with not having kids in the future?"

tyler's reason was completely understandable, and i was never too excited about the idea of reproducing. as i said, i wouldn't have minded if i did, but if it worried tyler i wasn't going to make him have kids with me.

"that's completely understandable. we don't need to have kids. besides, there's so many things we can do without having them."

tyler smiled and leaned in and pressed a kiss against my lips.

"i knew i got engaged to the right person. i love you, y/n." tyler said to me. i smiled.

"i love you more, tyler." i replied. the two of us layed back down and cuddled some more.

*flashback ends*

"y/n? what's wrong? please, talk to me." tyler begged me. it was easy to see that he was growing increasingly worried. but i was unsure if i could tell him without choking on my own tears. everything we had ever planned was going down the drain.

"i'm so- so sorry. so sorry." i cried. tyler tensed up.

"what happened, i don't understand?" he asked me.

i pulled him into a hug and i cried into his shoulder. he rubbed my back reassuringly.

"i-i went to the store earlier, right?" i said.

"yes?" tyler replied.

"i was grabbing groceries and then i wanted to be s-sure so i grabbed a pregnancy test. i didn't expect it to come back positive so i took it but..but it did it was positive and i'm sorry. so sorry."

tyler remained silent as my tears still flowed down my cheeks and onto his shirt. he didn't speak for what felt like a long time. but in reality, i was sure it was only a minute.

"so...w-what are you trying to say?" he asked me, his voice only a whisper.

"i'm pregnant, tyler." i confirmed. i never expected to be saying those words. but, there i was.

"do you want to keep it?" he asked me, his voice soft. i sat up, wiping my tears.

"it doesn't matter because you said-"

"i know what i said before we got married. but it's different now that we're actually expecting. so, if you want to have the baby, then i'm all in."

i was stunned by his words. this was not the reaction i was expecting.

"you aren't worried?" i asked tyler.

"i am. but, as long as we make sure our child knows how much we love them and are there for them, they should be fine." he told me. i nodded smiling.

"you're sure you're okay with us having a baby?" i asked him, to make sure. tyler nodded.

"absolutely. we can schedule a doctor's appointment later but right now i think we should go eat some tacos before they get cold."

i smiled, and we got up and made our way to the kitchen.

the rest of the night was spent eating tacos and talking about baby names.