Her untold story

1/10/21

Hello readers,

It feels like its been some time since I have blogged many things are about to occur much to my dismay (sad face lol) but I know it will be okay .

 lets talk about change and patients ,lately I have been having a mental fight with myself because I just felt as if I had to wait for so much in life and it sucks so much and it had begun to anger me in so many ways .

So I had to talk to my bestfriend and have someone speak to me about it because this dilemma and argument that I begun to have with myself had become so unbearable and annoying it felt as if one thing after each other just kept happening you know like it felt as if I was taking few steps up and somehow find myself going down its so exhausting and annoying.

The sad news that unfortunately  will happen tomorrow is a separation from my man and friends due to some things I cannot speak on at the moment ,I am so sad inside because I will miss my friends and my mate so much like soon as we get more serious and have more going on then life wants to throw a whole rocket I honestly cant believe this is happening again but I understand and we both are very strong and will get through it.

So many sudden changes in my life that keeps happening over and over again and keeps repeating , we were just planning for his arrival here and hat sucks so damn bad how this is just gonna happen like I can really cry right now like why !!!! ??????

I have plan in order to see him I will graduate early do as much as my work that I possibly can and practice on as much as I can so I can be finish because I want to see them all really bad and I deserve this after everything .

LIFE LESSON FOR TODAY : MANY THINGS WILL HAPPEN SUDDENLY AND CHANGE YOUR PLANS ,EVEN WHEN YOUR SICK OF WAITING ON THIGS TO HAPPEN LIFE WILL STILL MAKE YOU WAIT AND MAYBE THERE IS AREASON AS TO WHY YOUR WAITING ,ONLY GOD KNOWS. PATIENCE IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL ATTRIBUTE TO HAVE YOU JUST HAVE TP INAHALE AND EXHALE AND WORK WITH WHAT YOU HAVE IN ORDER TO GET THE END GOAL .

PEACE AND BLESSINGS ,

ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY ,WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST.