Hello readers,
So much is going on right now and I am trying to figure out the best decision to make and it is so complicated.
A few months ago when I was in Israel a letter was sent to my family saying that we have 14 days to pack up our things and leave the country because our parents had overstayed their visas; only after 50+ years, the government decided to do so.
I couldn't believe the words that came out my mom's mouth I remember that day so vividly I was just leaving school crossing the street when I had gotten the phone call you could only imagine my breathing stopped for a minute I was so confused and distraught so many emotions swirled inside of me.
when the topic had become popular and the public everyone would keep telling me and I quote:" you all aren't going anywhere". So much anger bubbled inside of me because everyone that was saying that was not in my situation, who are you to say so? you have no idea how this makes me feel!
The decision to leave Israel that my family and I had made was the hardest decision I've ever had to make; it still hurt at times to think about all of my loved ones that are still there, I miss them so much and can not wait to see them again.
Although growing up in Israel I never felt as if I belonged I always wanted to be somewhere else, I never understood why everyone made it such a big deal of living in Israel; only after some time of maturing and understanding the importance of Israel I finally connected with it but more so with people and the history of sacred places.
It is crazy how much time has gone by when the decision was the finale of us moving I was afraid of change because everything would have been so foreign to me and that is such a challenge I have already had to make drastic changes in Israel learning a whole new language because it was barely spoken at home but I had to study the language in school that the whole curriculum was Hebrew and 98% percent of teachers only spoke Hebrew that was so challenging and I was so afraid of another big change had to make.
Fate hit us hard and still is but I have faith that everything will be okay and there is a reason why everything is happening in this order. So today I make another decision that will change my life.
PEACE AND BLESSINGS,
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