Her untold story

24/8/21

Hi readers,

It feels like its been so long since I've blogged but It hasn't . Today I will like to tell different scenarios in my life that involved a change mentally even if the change was physically as well .

As a little girl I remember telling everyone I will go to Kenya but everyone laughed at me and said you wish you can, because of the situation my family was In it unable us from travelling out the country .just imagine when there were trips that were out the country and you were a chosen student but couldn't go ,it was some rough times back there.

I think that was apart of my life that I dislike when I lived in Israel ,I've always felt as if I didn't belong there it was like my heart said no this isn't for you. Although at times it was really tough lol we got through everything as a family .

So much has changed ,I remember hearing the screams the shouts and laughter coming from the playground I would get dressed and eat some breakfast so fast so that I can see what was going on .I remember the fun nights of running around around our village banging on peoples door ad running so fast and it would be a huge crowd of us running so fast laughing so hard at the shouts of the people that lived those houses .The funny part to it all is when they tried to knock on our house door nobody answered because in our village everyone is welcomed to just walk into the houses .

We had go car races when we were younger we would go steal the wheels off of some trash cans and some wood in order to create a go car; it would be such a huge and meaningful event that a lot of the boys in our community would take part in, I remember seeing the boys build them, sawing the wood, banging the nails into it, one of my fondest of memories growing up.

I remember the days the adults had to go to a national meeting and we (all children) would be in the house on the wild blasting music and dancing it was so much fun ,this one time me and some girls from one of the families we were living with we ran down to the park with our pajamas on and started swinging and talking until we had begun to hear adults walk by we looked at each other and was gone running so fast so that our mothers wouldn't catch us outside so late.

It feels like everything was just yesterday , lol so much had changed since then .My family had moved away from the village to the end of the city because of some situations that occurred in my old house and that was ok because I saw them everyday still in school.

change becomes imminent in our lives however its our reactions and the way we deicide when these changes are being made that either creates a positive or negative outcome .you can never blame anyone because it was you who reacted the way that you have .

Through the changes in my life I have tried to make the best out of it because although events may not turn out the way we would like all the time ,you can only understand and realize that so much only teaches you of a better way to deal with situation.

You become stronger as a living being with your mindset .You have to believe what you like and you have the ability to control anything you would have to be determined and really want it .

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE IF YOU BELIVE IN YOUSELF AND ACCEPT THAT CHANGES ARE NORMAL , YOU HAVE THE ABILITY TO MAKE THE BEST OUT OF THESE CHANGES.

PEACE AND BLESSINGS .

ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY ,WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST.