Her untold story

28/6/21

Hello readers today has been such a hard day and it's still morning Mother Nature had kicked in in such an unexpected way and lol I cannot take life I'm blindly falling into deep depression by the day and lol I can't take life anymore I'm so freaking sad and I just want to let all the spirits go I'm so afraid the wrong spirit will enter me but I can't seem to stay closed up .

And even more now then ever I saw something this morning it wasn't so much that it made me sad but it's just an eye opener to really what's going on not angry but I'm kind of happy that he's living his life but I feel so lost my emotions are everywhere I don't know what to do I'm so open I'm to open .I cried my eyes out on the roof in the rain and I began to just write how I feel on so many things that I thought of them and just wrote what I felt inside .
I know I will get through it all but it sucks when the right people can't hear my silent screams .

I'm so over it though I will get through this alone if I have to I know I'm strong I know I can do this I can do anything I put my mind too so now I will feel it all and I will rise up like never before and get everything together .

I just need time to heal and grow alone. It feels like so many demons are trying to get to me I can feel them slowly floating near me whispering the foulest of things but only so many people will understand me so I have to keep my peace and do what I feel is right and if that's distancing myself than do be it .

PEACE AND BLESSINGS .

ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY ,WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST.