28/9/22

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Hello readers,

Life has been very funny up till now, especially with a certain group of "friends" and I say it this way not to throw shade but at this point, it is going to be like that until I get a phone call or something because I am over it.

I am so excited about this new stage I've put myself in because it is about damn time I go for whatever my mind and heart want. All my life I have had to wait for every single thing in my life and I know that many will not be able to relate to that because my story is unique on its own.

I am not going to lie sometimes I feel like I have been so naïve but I know now what is real and what is not. I love how much I am learning and the way I am carrying myself through all of this shit and I know this isn't a lot to be going through but I just know for the better of my mental health I have to be fair to myself even if it angers or sadden someone else; because at the end of the day, I am the one that is going to be here for myself in the end. 

I really love that I learned a lot years ago because it has really taught me a lot about people and the world in general. I am officially on my journey of becoming and being an adult and I am not carrying any baggage or anger with me especially in this season I am really cherishing all that I have and making things right with what's needed to be made right .

I have a new friend and he is chill, sucks that we really do not have anything in common (sad face lol ) but it is okay lol what is meant to be will be. I am making peace with my life enjoying my good days and learning from my bad ones .

Becoming a teacher is really a dream come true for me and the fact that I get to do it so soon is truly a blessing because I know that many people my age or even older aren't always granted such a blessing to accomplish their dream at such a young age . A teacher at 18 ahhhhh lol if I had to tell little me something I would just say we did it , all of those tears we cried at night was worth it in the end and all of the time I let go of things for the better of myself it was all worth it .

Funny how remembering little me in the village always excited to light up someone's day and get to know people even with how shy I was; life is truly a journey and not a destination .

PEACE AND BLESSINGS ,

ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY, WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST, 

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