Her untold story

21/8/21

wow lol its been sometime since I have  written here my journey has changed so much I have grown so much mentally and spiritually and for that I am very proud of myself for coming so far .

when I think about its like wow lol I cant even explain what has happened over the course of such little time but lol whatever has changed so much in me .

Its crazy  how little time can change you and different circumstances can change your view  on life and people like  I'm so amazed at this point lol.

So many things happened  that made me stop and think what the heck was I doing and why was I allowing myself to feel this way . specially relationship wise lol the boy I was so In love with he showed me something different about life that people can change so much throughout such a short period of time and through that time true colors are really being shown.

I learned that you cannot cut yourself short specially in a relationship when someone isn't treating you right I have learned to move on with time and I have learned that sometimes some things just aren't meant to be .

I feel so powerful because I no longer feel like I'm not in control of what happens because I've learned that many things may happen despite my liking and i can't always control everything but what I can control is my reaction to everything .

Lol this is really my untold story my thoughts ,decisions, that I've begun to make at such a young age . 

The thing is a lot of people really do not know me and yeah their are a few people that know a particular side of me but the question is do they know all of me lol.

so to all of the strangers reading my blog lol I hope you get to know me a little through these writings I really hope that if your going through something similar as me you do not feel alone lol and by the way lol I have a book coming out soon that will be broadcast online on all platforms .

PEACE AND BLESSINGS .

ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY ,WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST.