Her untold story

7/1/21

Hello readers ,
Let's start off with some good news my little sis is one years old oh my god !!!i cannot believe it ,it feels like just yesterday my girl was born ,I can't wait to see my girl again she's a funny little baby .

On to the sad part lol ......
Today has been such an emotional day and even last night lol I don't know life has been very overwhelming and I just want to scream so loud because I feel so over it .

I know things will get better but they only seem to worsen now .i am so emotionally over so much ,never in million would I have seen my life going the way it has ;I am so tired I just want to cry and just let go of everything I want to be dropped off in a random place and just roam around and find more peace there .

I feel stuck in the middle of a high way street trying to find a way back to the side walk .i write about it because that's the only way I know how to cope with things .

Looking back at my past self wow I was such a fool I did so many dumb things and hurt many people I care about ,but that's what makes you human manu say but also so many consequences come with some of those unforgettable mistakes .

I wish I can go back in time and take back things I've said to some people but then I think you can't you just can't it isn't possible and I know that .

From my mistakes I can only learn from them and become better and be better inside and out .I do not want to go back into old habits and look at only cons about myself because I've passed that stage already .

I know things will get better in due time but I am learning I am slowly learning and becoming the person I want to be and need to be .

Life lesson :you can't change what you did in the past but you can always perfect the future .
You can't move on unless you forgive and find peace within past mistake or past wrongs one have done to you .

PEACE AND BLESSINGS ,
ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY,WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST.