What's up guys,
Things have been very interesting lately. So much has been going on , so many unexpected things to say the least. I honestly never thought I would be in the situations that I put myself in but what to do right lol.
I am no longer going to Spain I honestly hate that for myself because I keep on cancelling things that I want to do and thats not cool or fair to myself, but if anything I have learned what not to do next time I want to do. I will no longer ask for permission from anyone I will just show up whenever I want to go and wherever I want to go.
I have learned that being the nice person is not always the best option when dealing with different people, because people real life fuck you over and do not care after that and also it's not fair to yourself to be treated like that.
Being friends with guys are lowkey overrated because no one ever calculates that no matter how much someone says their not into you 3 years down the line shit changes and you can do nothing about because somehow you end catching feelings as well.
Like I said life has been interesting lol bt ayy there s always good in it, a baby was born from someone that I was once really close with I am very happy for my friend because the friends has been wanting a baby for a while.
I have been talking to one of my past lovers and lol it is funny how much can change just over a lot of time. Being no longer attached to someone emotionally has been a very new feeling for me recently but its very liberating in a way, however, it does suck sometimes too because like you don't have that person that you can just share the world with anymore.
In this season of Passover I am truly passing over habits and people who no longer serve a purpose in my life anymore . It truly isn't an easy change because we've like had each others back for years like lol how do you even let all of that go or like how do you say goodbye to all of that.
Time is really changing because learning that different people come in your life for different reasons is truly the hardest thing to drill into your head. I am excited t be travelling at least once this year and thats better then not at all.
Oh I also went off of social media for a while well suppose to be for a week but I hate that my self conscious is negating tio my decision, I guess this is just the easiest way blocking the world from my view until I can regulate myself properly.
PEACE AND BLESSINGS,
ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY, WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST.
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Her untold story
PertualanganMany people live through many adventures in their lives and it's not recorded or written . So ..... this is my story
