Her untold story

5/2/24

Hello readers,

Lol I am so weird I  am literally in the dark right now typing lol . Okay I turned on the lights wow lol I honestly amaze myself on how fast my heart and mind can change or even harden, one minute I was all lovey dovey with hope and now lmao I am just going with the flow of things because because I obviously have little control lmao.

Yooo I remember I use to struggle with the idea of grasping that I do not have control over things and situations in my life, but now its like lol why stress when I have themost powerful force with me . I think that I need to get back into myself; meditate, off time , breathing , stretching I feel like I can be more in tapped with my powers which what I honestly want because I have been very detached.

But I will start that tommorow lol , I also have to learn to speak my mind and emotions clearly and also ignoring negative thoughts and when I am having a moment embrace it and dont let it linger on for a whole day.

I am growing soooo muchhhh I am so proud of me lol I am really proud of me and I think that younger me would clap for me . I am yet to accomplish everything that I want to do but slowly slowly I will do it .

I love this new journey that I am on and the parts that challenge I will cherish the most, I have been dancing a lot recently lol and thats one of the things that I truly love to do and I have stopped but now lol I am so much more in tune with my body and mental and I am excited to see where this new challenge is gonna take me .

I have some things that are in the works but I am no longer letting things and people drive my life because it is mines at the end of the day.  I am working on being patient with myself and allowing myself to understand that things take time but also not letting time slip by.

I think I want to challenge myself moreI will look up different challenges to do also lol I wil try to journal on here at least twice a week at the begining and the end . Oh my god how did I forgot to mention that lol I have two babies in my class plus my six kids loll I am really good asfat whatever I put my heart in and I love that about me like I am not perfect I dont have the perfect body but whatever I do have I work really hard to perfect uhgg im so freaking proud of me .

I am no longer alone lol I have me and thats all who will have me at the end.

PEACE AND BLESSINGS,
ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY , WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST.