Her untold story

5/4/22

Hello readers,

Today I will just share some poetry lol:

I remember

I remember my struggles as a little girl , but those struggles were so relative, something many can connect to but I choose to stay silent .

Living in an environment

With evil and sneaky spirits around me.

I remember my happiest of days ,running around in laughter trying to tag the other ,hiding and seeking ,building go carts ,and so much more .

I remember failing and feeling like all hope was lost and giving up.

I remember learning that in order to walk I had to fall and fall and fall over and over again .To learn is to fail, to succeed is to never give up because you never succeed if you do not keep trying .

I remember the day I finally realized that everything will be okay and that this is just a part of the process, to succeed means to turn the bad into good .

I remember ,

I remember,

I remember it all .

Suicide note

I wrote this note to you ,

A past memory of the spirit

 that tried to take me .

your now gone, every glimpse

 of rage and hurt you made me feel .

I killed you with love, 

you're no longer a voice in 

the back of my mind whispering 

those false lies .

I killed you with kindness as they say, 

I made you become suicidal to your demonic 

thoughts .

You weren't what I wanted to be ,you just weren't me .

I promised myself to never let you

 have any power over me ever again,

 I promised myself not another generation

 of you will be created within me .

For when I killed you for the first

 and last time it will be the only time 

I'll have blood of you, an unwanted 

spirit on my hands .

This note I wrote for you is to say goodbye for the last time to you and I will never meet again and surely not in this lifetime .

PEACE AND BLESSINGS ,

ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY ,WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST.