Hello readers,
Things have been all over the place lately but I am trying my best to keep going and not give up or get to overwhelmed.
If life is teaching me anything it is that with due time things will be okay, at times I am so afraid of what can or may happen and don't focus on the now. I once said that life is what you make it to be, this fight that I am fighting with I don't even know if is fate or destiny I don't know at this point but I know now that I cannot control it I have to stay afloat so I need to it is a necessity for me to just breathe and relax.
Things are not going as I had wished for them to go; I am figuring out a lot of things and to be honest, I feel like just giving up but I know that this is worth it so I will never stop. Whatever force or I don't even know what's out there that is holding me back but I will continue my goals until I am accomplished.
It is so hard I am not even going to lie, such simple things suppose to come at ease but no not in this instance not with me I see lol. Everything will be okay I tell myself despite these energies these forces are trying to bring me down.
I remember my vision of writing a book to inspire and a make a difference which I hope that I have done because that is one of my biggest goals, I hope that one of my poetry videos make a difference in someone's life I never really care how many views I got but the impact is what mattered the most.
God, I am having such a memory lane trip from when I was a little girl, to think about how far I've gotten throughout the years brings me so much joy and pride to myself. I can only hope and pray for more blessings and for God to continue to live in me and I shine as he wanted.
I have always believed that I have had a higher purpose on earth to do great things, to be a change in this wild world It is honestly how much this world has changed throughout this little time .
Thinking even about my life and just like how things are in my relationships with people; I have grown up a lot and matured faster then others because I knew I didn't always fit in with people younger then me or even my age at times .
Things really happen for a reason and I thank God for guiding me to being able to have such beautiful people in my life .
Choose life ,
PEACE AND BLESSINGS ,
ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY , WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST .
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Her untold story
AdventureMany people live through many adventures in their lives and it's not recorded or written . So ..... this is my story
