Her untold story

8/12/21

Hello readers,

An update on life lol;

Somehow I am finding peace and solitude life has been so surprising but lol Yah (God) has my back nd I am forever grateful for his strength that he has installed in me because I know I could have never gotten through as much as I have with out him Yah is truly good .

I stopped thinking about him more then usual and to be honest it feels kind of because so much hurt comes with thinking of him but no lie I do miss him but its okay to miss because thats apart of this cycle of breaking up and getting over someone I will always remain strong because of the person that I had become .He taught me so much about life man and its really crazy how because some of the worst scenarios were such an eye opener for me I learned as our relationship had grew and wow lol ;its crazy to think how we were just so good a month ago like really really good the best of friends but lol things drastically changed so suddenly it feels like there is a dent in my heart  but it is slowly rising once more .

I do not want to forget about my memories with him but I want to cherish because what we had was real and so beautiful and I guess Yah put him in my life in order to be taught lessons that I obviously learned .

Lol being Kenya is such an adventure  like lol it really is and specially being a girl like omg almost  every guy wants to fuck me or get my number like dude chill out and lol they are so crunchy and have no game its very amusing to me I would just laugh at some point and say no thank you and have  blessed day cause my god specially the Uber drivers because they have my number already the amount of guys that I have blocked already is wow  lol I can't even be friends with any of them cause a lot of them just be doing to much for me .there is only one guy that is cool and he is like my favorite driver but other then him lol its like block block block reject reject reject lol .

Today has been kind of a dull day lol I woke up from a dream about being in Spain. I no longer have dark dreams or nightmares I now have more peaceful dreams ;but lol early this morning it was so dull outside ,the sky was brown ,it  was raining ,I didn't have the energy to get out of bed it was so draining to get out lol my mood was effected by the weather a few hours later the sky cleared so I was chill.

But lol other than that everything has been getting better I have this idea of creating a skit out of one of my poems I think it will be really cool and eye opening . I am excited for my book release so look out for it on January first I will be posting a link so that you all can check it out.

PEACE AND BLESSINGS,

ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY,WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST.