Her untold story

27/3/22

Hello readers,
So today is a great day lol because I woke up.

I have been thinking a lot about life and like situations that happened in the past and by doing so I feel more empowered by myself my strive for the end goal .

Sometimes it does feel like I am not doing enough or the best of my abilities but I am starting to think that's regular and something many feel .

I began this journey of writing my story down and like different experiences I've gone through to just keep it and always remember where I started from .

Just thinking back to 2019 it's crazy how much I have grown I remember so many night just having breakdowns over small things that I couldn't control,and now I go to sleep every night at peace knowing that everything I need I will attract and that everything will be alright.

2019 was a very interesting year lol I met my first love , I went into high school ,I've really learned a lot. I never thought that I would be able to love again after my first lover because what we had was so strong and cool lol but then after relationship didn't work out he ended up with someone else but it was because of my moral and belief I let him be and didn't bother his relationship but instead encouraged and helped in any way I can because my goal in life is only to impact the lives of others in the positive way possible ,no matter the circumstances just be the brightest person I can be .

I wonder sometimes what if I never went through all that I have , that's such a scary thought because I wouldn't be the person I am ,I have learned that every experience in life shapes character and it truly has .that feeling of that what if still doesn't disappear tho .

My lover as of today to be honest I question our love sometimes because I do not understand him and the things that he does but that's alright with due time we all learn . I know so many people in my shoes would have just left and have been done but I don't know something inside me says we belong to together but then another part of me is saying that's just what you want to hear . I was not long ago in battle with my thoughts but now I am no longer I am at the point in this lifetime if you love and want me I need to feel that and if not than your not the one for me .

I am not one to fall in love fast anymore because my self love for myself is way to strong to be letting other spirits and energies into my life that will not help me grow and become better version of my self .

Nothing else matter more then me being happy and healthy everything else comes second .

Lol I hope you guys have a great day .

PEACE AND BLESSINGS ,
ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY, WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST.