Her untold story

4/11/21

 Hello readers,

Honestly it still feels like so much continue to go on piling on top of each other and it feels like so much weight on my chest like a heavy ass weight and lol I am so tired I really am I just want my peace back lol because its so much going on but I guess this is just how life is it takes so many freaking turns even the ones you don't want .

Yesterday it really hit me how emotional I have really been because of what was going on ,let me tell you all in short what happened so last year when I was in Israel we had begun to protest in the streets because the government were not paying for buses and transportation in general for the students that lived outside of our city in order to get to school ,the thing was that not all of the families had accessibility to vehicles to bring the children from city to city and not enough money to pay bus fair everyday back and forth so the whole school went on strike nd we were in the streets screaming and chanting in Hebrew : "NO BUSES,NO SCHOOL" it was just insane what was really going there and it was so sad how us as kids and teens have to fight like that and now its happening all over again in Israel .

I really don't know how to feel about all of this but I guess we can only have faith that everything will get better hopefully for the following generation I really pray for this fight to end because it has been for way to long this fight has been happening for me since day I was born but  it's going to be okay I think I guess we all just have to wait .

I am now watching this movie called "Me before you" and this movie so heartbreaking but heart warming at same time like the man wants to end his life because he was put in wheelchair due to a motorbike accident and he had become paralyzed from the neck up and wow its so heartbreaking how things to come ,omg I am writing the end right now my heart hurts this is so freaking crazy he died I cant believe this is so freaking sad but he was so in love with her and now he's gone awww no I cant believe it I want to cry now .......

lol , I am so emotional bless my heart .

PEACE AND BLESSINGS ,

ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY,WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST