Her untold story

15/2/24

Hello readers,

So the other day I went out with my sister to this pre valentinessing along event and it was so freaking awesome I really enjoyed myself and I saw this man and oh my god he was so fine lmao I was just looking him up and down as I slowly yet quickly went down the stairs he was all tall dark and handsome wow I was mesmerised .

But anyways this post is to just give update about life lol, so the post that I did that was a dedication lmao I doubt he will ever read it so whatever. I was having an extra emotional day theday I wrote that but to be fair I will really miss my close friend so so much because I don'thave many people that I can be so open and just say whatever I want with without any judgement lol he really is a smooth guy although he gets on my nerves sometimes , I really hope that he readsmy blog someday or maybe I will ask him to check up on it like once a month if he can and than to make sure that he does I will tell him to leave a comment, I hope that he complies because if he don't than I will know that he is not the best friend I thought he is  lol.

I think it is because life is lifing the fuck out of me lol but I am so drained, physically and emotionally I need a vacation lol things aren't going the brightest at work lol cause people freaking suck at communicating and only  God knows how much that piss me off. But because I am a big girl and my mothers daughter we make shit happen lol no matter the circumstance .

Okay and in general I have been feeling happy with myself though I have been having some hard times mentally and finincially lol I feel like im in dept ( silently crying lol ) but it will be okay I need to continue to put my faithin myself and god that things will get better and I need to continue to make it better because I am my own cheerleader at the end of the day .

I feel that I really need to focus on me and my craft and to better myself mentally andphysically well to continue to do so lol. I am at peace with many things that I once struggled with and I am proud of myself for that.

I am only praying to keep this strength, and to continue to build on it lol my mind is all over the dam place right now lord help me. I just read  this crazy ass book called praise and it got me cracking up and feeling funny lol.

it was an interesting day where I learned a lot of things about people to say I am shocked is an understatment lol people are so damn funny to me .

BUt lol May God sbe with those of a good hear and may those who have sinned be put to the test and overcome . Yah khai!

PEACE AND BLESSINGS,

ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME, WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST.