Her untold story

17/9/21

Hello readers,

so yesterday  was a very sabbatical holiday in my community and the Jewish community it was amazing honestly it gave me time to think about a lot of things nd just fix some things about myself and understand how many things are beginning to be with me  in my relationship and with my friendship .

I am beginning to really understand in depth that some things just aren't meant to last all of the time and that sometimes its okay to let people its not always meant to be . I have a close friend and we were so close once upon a time but now and days he has been so distant for months now and I have tried to talk to him about it but he says he is sorry but when you sorry that means you have to correct what you have done .

My whole point is how your partner can talk to me but you cant like you literally live in same house and we were the first closest before everyone it really feels like he has forgotten about me and that just really sucks he even forgot about my birthday and honestly thats understanding because we don't really talk much but it just rally sucks I really feel like I have lost a friend .

But I know that it will be okay and that some things just aren't meant to be so I will just back off and just find peace in everything. 

this season has truly been a learning experience and I am just trying to correct myself in any way I see myself in need to be fixed .It feels like so much happened so fast in life I honestly still can't believe I like in Kenya and I am an actually citizen here like what the heck I never saw this day coming this soon I cant say enough how grateful I am although I will be missing a graduation in Israel I have been waiting for so long It is all goo I am just blessed for what I have and for those who are in my life and have such positive way. 

Feeling sad and depressed is such an overrated feeling for me now and days ,anytime I cry its out of some type of and overflowing emotion of love and happiness, this is all I wanted for myself and I am actually achieving so much in such little time , I am happy I took time for myself to learn .

I hope everyone is having an amazing and peaceful day .

PEACE AND BLESSINGS ,

ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY, WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST .