Her untold story

25/9/23

Hello readers,

I know I have been gone for a while I guess A lot has been going on but at the same time so little. I guess I just needed time for myself to understand me and my surroundings, sometimes I question myself in what I am doing and will certain things benefit me or take away from me so where I am in this moment is all about bettering myself to become and to continue being the best version of myself that I can possibly be because there is no one that is perfect.

Another cycle on this earth has showed me how truly different we are from one another , and sometimes not in the best ways. I have come to realize that I have to choose the type of relationships that I want with people rather its family or friends because somethings you cannot run from or even so not every situation ifs worth throwing years down the drain for.

My eyes are so open to the world that surrounds me I no longer wear shades to cover up the heat of the demons I rather face them off ,eye to eye because there is only so much one can take

I am honestly proud of where I am, I have truly come so far mentally and physically and I am excited to see how much more I can push myself to become a better version of me .

I am done trapping myself into the unknown going through things I do not have to , allowing others to take so much of my patience and soul and I remain drained at the end , only I choose who I allow near me .

Life is so funny lol it really has an interesting way of showing you what and who others are , and leaves it up to you to decide to see the red flag or an amusement park.

It is now my job to continue to write my story and continue to represent myself the best way I know how for yah lives in me .

I decided to give others chances and to also leave things how they are as long as they are not taking a tool on me . There is so much life has to offer to me than the past and mistakes it is truly okay to let go it is necessary to let go in order to learn and to become a better person .

I am so grateful for the journey I have been on that many know not of because it has taught me a whole lot of what I did not know of , May yah continue
to guide me on this new path .

I have also realized that a lot of times you will disappoint people even your closest of people and it's okay because it's all part of the learning curve those who love you will continue to love and support you now Matter what .

PEACE AND BLESSINGS,

ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY< WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST.