Her untold story

31/1/22

Hello readers,

Wow lol, yesterday was such an interesting day  lol and I didn't expect less but wow lol people are so interesting.

So I will tell you guys what happened ,I was at work like on a regular Sunday but that Sunday we had an event there it was someone's birthday and there was a party, it was chill and fun.

When I was working I received an order from a customer and it became so messy my god (face palm) The rider didn't got lost on the way and the recipient became very annoyed and started going crazy because the driver was not picking up the phone it was just so messy ,I was so annoyed by the rider also the recipient said that when the rider finally came the bag was dirty and not appetizing. I don't understand why did the driver get lost I send the rider all of the information and number lol, I was just so over it at that point and .

omg to make matters so much better this annoying guy was trying to get my number and like lol   he didn't even have the balls to ask me himself he told another guy to tell me lol like this not kindergarten even if I was interested thats such a turn off lol; He talking about my friend thinks your pretty lol I said I know and no you cannot receive my number and kept moving on with my life .people are so funny I promise like how do you like someone you don't even know like what (SMH) that always intrigued me how guys here would be like I like you like bruh who are you ?!

Besides those chaotic events I actually enjoyed myself lol I was dancing I drank lol only until later when party was ending it was fun I met some other people lol they were chill and some quiet hyped to meet someone from Israel if you ask me lol but it was all good ,someone is interested in buying my book I am excited lol. 

My mental health been chill lately I have been just keeping to myself and doing me ,focusing on me as best as I can . I am trying to start something new this year I have a lot of ideas and don't really know what to do first but we will see. I have a university I am interested in and to be honest lol it is going pretty good. I started a course in Microeconomics and Psychology and I will pay for certificate for the completion on that course I am super excited to learn about that ,so interesting . I feel as if I am going somewhere and moving up I am proud of my self ,I have truly come far from where I have been .

To be honest though I still can't believe I am in Kenya like it's so unrealistic but realistic at the same time, it has been truly a big decision to move here although when I was in Israel I was finally finding my place and had to leave so suddenly left some wounds but wounds heal so all is well and better I miss my other family lol I know it will be okay though because I will be seeing them soon hopefully.

Strange things have been occurring lately I would be sleep at night and start dreaming of like different events and they began to come true and also when thins happen like I do not know how to explain but it is like De -ja-vu and lol to be honest it is kind of scary sometimes .I remember when I was little I would have strange and scary dreams  more like nightmares of things that have yet to occur I remember walking to my mom's room and sliding in the bed with her in fear .

As a little girl I never liked to sleep alone, I always slept with others near me and to feel body heat or something .I am curious about these dreams and flashes that I have sometimes ,I know my flashes it not that realistic lol maybe from just reading or watching TV but I know my dreams they are really something I would like to find out the meaning or I don't know just something . I have an idea of what to do .

PEACE AND BLESSINGS ,

ALWAYS REMEMBER THE NAME NBSY,WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST.