Her untold story

26/10/21

Hello readers,

wow it has been such an interesting week thus far and wow I am so shocked by the outcome of  many events lol I cant say I am sad because my close friends had broken up nd that such a big deal because they are like a forever type of couple they were the type of couple that made you jealous and crave and want the connection that they have they made you believe in love on a whole another level that is simply so beautiful I cannot still believe that that actually happened but it did surprisingly it wasn't a nightmare it was reality but I guess its ok because they both are with someone else however in my opinion I don't really feel like you can heal properly that way but I don't what to say anymore and I guess everyone deal with things differently .

I am happy to see them trying everyday at least although they miss each other like crazy because oh my god that break up was just heartbreaking for the world but I mean it made sense .I have feeling like this isn't the end or them but that is for them to discover in the future I really wish them the best and specially peace within themselves and life in general because they really deserve it after everything that they have overcome it just would be right for them to be at peace in the end .

I keep thinking like wow how much these impromptu events are  occurring the lessons that they are teaching for those who are taking them like wow . one lesson that I have learned is never assume someone feels loved by you and to try not to promise things you cannot control also that many things happen in life so try not to expect things because you may be disappointed.

lol but lets talk about today ;  it was an okay day to be honest a little frustrating but I got through it ,I will just say that science is so not my strong suit and I have been trying my best to finish it with and 80% but I keep getting a 73% so lol its beginning to be very stressful .

on Saturday I wrote a letter to my future self and to be honest I have never been so curious about the future more than now before in my life because I am just so afraid to loose people I have in my life I am honestly so grateful and blessed for like its just suffocating overthinking about so much of what has yet to come like how will I be like ? will I still be with the love of my life ? or will things change ? would we be apart ? fearing the future is lol rough but I know everything will be okay I have faith that it will and thats all I need .

PEACE AND BLESSINGS,

ALWAYS REMEBER THE NAME NBSY, WHERE LOVE COMES FIRST .