Falling For The Impossible

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19th November 2021

Yawning, I woke up to the sunlight pouring from the window. I groaned and cover my eyes.

I hate Mondays.

I finally got up from where I lazily lay against the pillow and headed to my closet, pulling out jeans and a graphic shirt for the day. Putting my hair into a clip, I then headed downstairs for my breakfast.

It was fairly lonely, no parents around. I was alone but it allowed me to think without interruptions. However, at the moment, I didn't want to think.

I finished my cereal rather quickly, washing it up and heading back upstairs to brush my teeth.

It only took a couple of minutes before I was in my car and driving to school - blaring Meghan Trainor at full volume.

Arriving at school, I turned it all the way down so people didn't look at me weirdly.

Because people in this school were judgy fuckers.

I sighed and stopped the car in a park. I sat there a bit longer, I mean if I could avoid school on a Monday for longer then I would.

I saw Rory appear at the front door so, sadly, left my own car and headed in her direction.

"Rory!" I yelled, causing her to turn around. She grinned and sprinted towards me.

"Why are we running?" I asked her as I wrapped my arms around her frame.

"I just missed you," I laughed and pulled her tighter before letting go.

"Valid reason," I replied, walking with her to the lockers.

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The day was fairly boring, however lunch rolled around and I was excited to see Louis. I smiled as I saw the brunet and quickly wondered over to him.

"How are you today?" I asked, wrapping my arms around him in a hug as he did the same.

"Good. Nervous for tonight though." I nodded in understanding and released him, pulling back and reaching up to kiss his cheek. "You know I'm proud of you right?" I whispered. A smirk appeared on his face as he nodded.

"You've only told me that 20 times," I scowled and slapped his chest, he just chuckled and pulled me in closer by the waist. "You know I'm thankful for you Monet," his smile faltered and I all of sudden could see past the confident boy and find the scared one behind his eyes.

"Just call me if anything happens, my parents aren't home so I have nothing really to do." I interlaced our hands- leading us over to the table at the back. He smirked down at me and I realised what he was thinking about. "I was not referring to that," he nodded sarcastically and sat in front of me.

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It was around 8pm when I got a call. Picking it up, I held it to my ear.

"Hello?" I greeted whoever it was, unsure because the caller id was unknown. However when a familiar voice answered the phone, I was quick to jump up from my bed.

"Louis?"

"Hey Annaliese, I- can you come over?" I nodded but then remembered he couldn't see me.

"On my way," I hung up and got in my car, wearing only a oversized black pyjama shirt and long pink plaid pants. My hair in a messy bun and pug socks on. But something might be wrong, I thought as I arrived at Louis' house in under 30 minutes.

Pulling into his drive way, I got out and knocked at his door where he soon answered. Instead of welcoming me in, he gripped me in a hug and I could feel him smile against my neck.

"Thank you," he mumbled, his eyelashes tickling me.

"For what?" I asked, rubbing his back gently.

"For helping me, I talked to them and it's all sorted out. We all have a mutual hatred towards our parents," he grinned, pulling back. I smiled happily at him.

I hadn't heard back since Lacey told me 'they' were after her so I could only hope for the best. "Stay for the night?" He asked sheepishly, holding my hand. I nodded and let him pull me in to where Courtney and Bailey sat at the table. This was the first time I was meeting Courtney, so I put my hand out for her to shake. She looked around 28 in my opinion.

"I hope I'm not intruding," I said politely, sitting beside Louis. Bailey laughed aloud.
"Oh Annaliese, of course not. We love you for what you've done for us."

I haven't done anything though?

I just smiled awkwardly and ate in silence. Only 20 minutes later did I now sit against the headboard, Louis' arms around my waist as his head lay on my stomach.

"You're too pure," he whispered as a blush I was certain, appeared on my face.

"Am not." I scolded, brushing my fingers through his hair. He let out a deep laugh.

Oh my thats hot.

He didn't say anything for a while after that, so I assumed he'd fallen asleep. I closed my eyes as well and let my hands stop in his hair. He tightened his grip around me and I smiled a little. Maybe one day we'd admit our feelings for each other.

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This chapter is very rushed, I see it too. But until I don't feel dead inside, you will have to put up with it.

Let me just rant to you all real quick- skip if you like it's not important.

But I have no friends. Like zilch. Maybe one or two but I'm on holidays and not one person has reached out to me to hang out. Whilst they all hang out with each other.

Kinda sucks but what can you do. That's why you're all my besties now whether you want it or not <3

So suck it up bitches because you're all now my new favourite people and there's no escape.

On a better note, I binged watched Hawkeye and as one of my favourite avengers, this series made me proud. I legit love him and the whole season just boosted my love for him.

SPOILER:

But episode 5 at the start when Yelena says she needs to find Natasha, I had to pause it because I was crying, she didn't know Natasha was dead.

Oh Lordy lord I was in tears. Made it through the whole episode and was so worth it. Florence Pugh is amazing.

Sorry you had to read through all that if you stayed, like I said, I have no friends to talk to about my obsession with Hawkeye so thank you for staying if you did ❤️

Words: 900

Date: 19/12/21