Working With The Rockstar - JH

Chapter 103

Jaden pov

"Oh god, I'm nervous." I breathed out as I splashed water on my face.

Tonight was my performance at The Roxy and I was so fucking nervous. Mainly because I wasn't opening with my songs. I was going to keep my promise to Liza and I planned on singing a song she had never published to the public. She had sung it to me so many times before, and every time I loved it. I had later figured out that she wrote it about me, and it just made me love the song even more whenever I heard her sing it to me.

"Why are you nervous pretty boy?" Her voice rang through my ears.

I lifted my head to see her stood behind me in the mirror. I've come to terms with the fact that sometimes I'll see her and sometimes I won't. At times, it can actually feel her. If she hugs me, I can feel it, and although she's not here, it certainly makes me feel better.

"Because this is your song. I've only ever sung it once. What if I sing it wrong?" I really didn't want to ruin her song, because it's a really good song.

"You've sung it more than once Jae." She laughed as she twisted a piece of my hair on her finger. "Do you not remember? You used to sing along with me all the time. You'll do great baby." She rested her head on the back of my shoulder blades.

I know she wasn't here. I know that. But I couldn't help but choke up a little as I got used to the familiar feeling. I missed it when she did this. She used to always do it, whenever I had my back turned to her and was busy with something that didn't require me to move too much, she would hug me from behind and rest her head between my shoulder blade. Sometimes she stuff her hands between my belt and my jeans, or she'd fiddle with the extra leather at the end of my belt, or she'd rest her hands in my pockets.

"You really think I'm going to do this song justice?" I could feel the worry building at me as the red light in the room came on, telling me I had ten minutes until performing.

"You'll do amazing Jaden. And I'll be with you every step of the way." She kissed my cheek as she moved her way to stand in front of me. "I love you." She quickly kissed my lips before disappearing.

"You ready Jaden?" Landon asked as the door swung open.

I took a deep breath and splashed some water in my face before turning around. I cleared my throat and closed my eyes, hearing her words echo in my head over and over.

"Yeah, I'm ready." I answered, making him smile.

We both made our way through the backstage area right up to the wings. I was told I needed to wait until the operator in my ear piece counted me down.

"5... 4... 3... 2... stage time." The voice rang through.

"Hello beautiful people." I hollered into my microphone as I ran on stage, feeling the endorphin rush.

"You belong here baby." She wasn't visible to me, I could feel her presence on stage with me.

"How are you all doing tonight?" I shouted out as I was met with screams and shouts. "Alright, alright, alright." My words seemed to have made the screaming quiet down. "Thank you."

"Right, now I need you guys to be as quiet as possible for this first song. As most of you know, my girlfriend Liza Boeman had passed away about a month ago." The mood was set almost straight away.

A few of the paparazzi had found out all of us were going to be at the same place at the same time, so they made sure to take pictures. Shortly after, pictures of Liza's funeral were uploaded and we had to explain to the public what had happened way sooner than any of us expected.

"I know that it's a sad thing to start off with, but, to give my thanks to her for getting and organising this gig, I am going to be singing a very special song. It's one that I can guarantee none of you have ever heard before, but it was something that meant a lot to my girlfriend, at would mean a lot to me if we can all just enjoy this song, in memory of Liza."

The audience clapped, but stayed silent. I felt appreciative of their generosity and dedication. I stood in the centre of the stage and waited for the music to start. I looked to my right and she was stood there again, with a wide smile on her face and a microphone in hand.

"This one's for you Lizzie." I smiled, speaking into the microphone as the music slowly started to play.

"Let's do this baby." She smiled over at me, holding the microphone to her lips as the song started to play.

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Third pov

Jaden was full of serotonin as he ran off stage after thanking the crowd for coming out. The uproar for Liza's song filled him with a warm sensation. He was happy to have made his girlfriend proud.

"Man, that was fucking brilliant." Landon cheered as Jaden had ran into his room backstage.

The blonde boy stood there silent for a minute, taking in deep breaths, trying to calm all of the nerves that have finally caught up to him.

"I fucking did it." He cheered as both of the boys started jumping around, hugging each other in celebration.

"I'm so fucking proud of you." Landon admitted when the two had stopped jumping.

Both of the boys were stood, with their noses barely touching. The tensions were high as they both stood there staring at each other, not really sure what to do.

It soon became apparent what they were doing as they both started moving closer. It wasn't long before their lips had touched and they were both caught in a moment of passion. They both pulled away, breathing heavily as they each had the same thought circulating in their minds, staring into each other's eyes.

Did I just enjoy kissing my best friend?

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A/N-

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That's the end of this story.

Thank you so much for all the love and support you have given to this story, and I am so grateful for each and every one of you that got it to where it is now. It makes me so happy to see people enjoy my writing and my stories.

I would like to apologise to all those upset by my killing of Liza. But, I still decided to give you guys a bit of a happy ending <3

But that's not all from me, make sure to keep checking my page for new works from me. I have a few new books that I'm working on (not all about Jaden tho) that I can't wait to get out to you guys.

That's it for now, until next time <3

- Scarlet xx