*BOOK ONE OF THE EMOTIONS SERIES*
Two States? But make it Wattpad version.
When the single Rudroneel laid his eyes on his sister's best friend, he unexpectedly felt drawn to her.
Aaruthira knew her best friend's brother for years unlike him. Despi...
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Ruthira looked at him while he spoke. "I know it's too soon. Heck, I myself made fun of Ma and Pa when they only dated for 2 months before marrying. But I want you for every part of my life. I- I feel complete with you.
I never let anyone call me Rudra because I always felt that only my Rudrani can call me that. I swear the first time I heard you call me Rudra, time stopped. Seriously. It felt like suddenly everything was perfect. The moment. You. Me. Everything.
I want to share all my ups and downs with you, Ruthira. It's been a decade since I felt this way. I'll be honest, you are not my first in everything emotionally and physically but I need you to be my forever", he said with tears rolling down his cheeks overwhelmed by his own emotions.
Ruthira wiped his tears as she sat up. She cupped his face and chuckled as her tears betrayed her. "Rudra. I- I wasn't ready for a relationship after Avyan. He made me feel so low that I hated my own skin. I was barely 18". Rudra's eyes went wide and he held her hand.
"I got together with him due to peer pressure so I wasn't feeling for him. I know it was wrong of me to play with his feelings. But I couldn't help it, I was getting called names because I didn't have a boyfriend while all my friends did.
I felt sorry as he loved me or that was what I thought. The first few days were okay, I tried forcing myself to like him but I couldn't. Suddenly, he started abusing me. It started with verbal one and then physical", Ruthira said while breathing got heavier.
Rudra immediately hugged and calmed her down. "It's okay, it's okay. I'm here, I'm here. You don't need to continue, okay. I don't need to know anything.
I love you. You as in the present you. I don't need to know your past for me to love you. And trust me, if you do tell me one day it's not going to change the way I feel for you".
Rudra wiped her tears while she just continue looking at him. "I love you too". Rudra snapped his eyes up to look into hers. "Wha- what"?
"I love you. I really do. You made me feel safe every time I'm with you. It was that moment you moved me from standing close to the road to the other side of the pavement, holding my hand.
It was then I was sure, I fell hard. Real hard. And there's no way I can get up. I don't want to anyways. I just want you for myself to cherish moments that will be special, only to us. Just- just promise to not break me", Ruthira said with a small smile
Rudra nodded his head fast and brought her into his embrace. "I will never disappoint you. I will prove to be the best. But you have disappointed me". "Huh", Ruthira questioned.
"You said you will let me try aunty's dosa but you are still yet to give it to me". Ruthira laughed beating Rudra's shoulder which caused him to break into laughters as well, still embracing each other.
"By the way, you don't need to worry about being my first because I've done it before", Ruthira said pulling out of the hug, trying to keep a straight face.
