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Galing sa school si Amari at Kia , but parang may mali kay Amari , no her weird habit has nothing to do with this , it's all about her acads.
Paguwi nila ay agad syang pumasok sa loob , umakyat , binuksan ang pinto ng kaniyang kwarto at padabog ito na sinara. si Kia na kasalukuyang nasa sala ay nagulat sa kaniyang narinig , sa sobrang laki ng kanilag bahay ay imposibleng marinig ito ng iba pang tao na kasama nila unless ay may nagsabi sa kanila.
" nak, anyare kay Amari? " tanong ni Ate Cecil habang inaayos ang mga baunan ni Kia at Amari
" hindi ko rin po alam Ate Cecil , siguro po ay pagod lang sya sa school " tugon ni Kia
" ah ganon ba? sige sasabihan ko na lang si Madam JC " saad ni Ate Cecil
ilang oras ng pagseselpon ay nabored din si Kia, napagdesisyunan nyang magpahinga muna tutal sobrang napagod sya sa school nila.
napadaan naman sya sa kuwarto ni Amari ,wala syang ibang marinig kundi katahimikan........ teka pakinggan nya munang mabuti..... tunog ata iyon ng pagiyak o paghikbi.
" my sister is crying? " tanong ni Kia sa sarili
kumatok na sya at biglang sumigaw si Amari
" magrerest lang po mom , later na po ako lalabas thank you "
kumatok muli si Kia. at the same time sumigaw ulit si Amari. " mom! later na po " .
kumatok ulit sa pangatlong pagkakataon si Kia. medyo nairita na si Amari at natakot , ayaw nyang maabutan sya ni JC na umiiyak.
" mom please leave me alone mun -
hindi nya na natapos ang kaniyang sasabihin ng biglang nagsalita si Kia. " hey it is I Kia , may i come in? " .
agad naman binuksan ni Amari ang pinto , sumilip sya sa kaliwa at kanan. matapos makasigurado na walang tao sa paligid ay hinila nya papasok si Kia.
" what's wrong? " agad na tanong ni Kia
" nothing " mabilis na tugon ni Amari
" you can't lie , I heard you crying earlier " saad ni Kia
" that's nothing , i was just practicing for our drama yes " tugon ni Amari
" same school lang tayo , wala tayong drama dahil those are for only the Junior High Students " ani Kia
hindi na makalusot pa si Amari kaya't wala syang choice kundi sabihin ang totoo , mapagkakatiwalaan naman din si Kia.
" i hate them " saad ni Amari
" who? " tanong ni Kia
"school staff " simpleng tugon ni Amari
" why? sige ikuwento mo " ani Kia
napaupo naman si Amari sa kaniyang higaan , samantalang si Kia ay nakaupo da kaniyang study table.
" i felt like i was pressured by them , you know ? yes let us say that i excell on acads but you don't have to depend on me , i am also a human who gets tired , who gets pressured , who has emotions . for them those seems unvalid you know , for them it is impoetant to pass or get achievements rather than taking rests and taking care of your mental health , since when our adviser found out that i got high scores on exams , contests , written works , oral/ annual recitations and even quizzes, they began to depend everything on me, i feel like its my responsibity to carry all the problems , happiness ,burden , improvement of anything or anyone , sobrang bigat na to the point nung nagstart silang dumepende sakin , i've had my emotional and mental breakdown , i was so stressed that i can even focus on our class , i almost fail my exams that time , seems like all i have to do is follow them , for me they want me to know that i cannot make any CHOICES of my own which is bellsweet! i am growing! i am becaming mature! i am learning! " pagpalaliwanag ni Amari
" i have nothing to say Amari , siguro ang payo ko lang sayo is hindi naman required na pasahin mo lahat ng gusto nila , sundin mo pero huwag na huwag ka magpapaalipin , huwag na huwag mo aakuin ang responsibilidad na dapat ay kanila , i am very sorry that you are going through this without me knowing , het some rest muna , do nog worry ako ang bahala " paliwanag ni Kia
sinamahan na ni Kia si Amari na magpahinga , gusto nya muna itong bantayan , she didn't know na ganito pala ang nangyayari , nagsisisi tuloy sya dahil hindi na nya nagagawang kamustahin ang kapatid nya.
Even I felt bad for Amari , at a very young age pinapasan nya na ang hirap. hindi naman din kailangan na porke nageexcell ang estudyante sa academic ay ipapasa nyo na sa kaniya lahat.
Tapos sasabihin nyo ingatan ang mental health? how would they be able to take care of their mental health kung may pasan pasan sila? kung lahat na lang sila aako?
Being Pressured is one of the most annoying and most regretful thing when it comes to studying. I was pressured also but i did not let them control me.
Being smart i think is a standard in school , some teacher have their own favorites and to those who isn't their favorite suffers.
That's why controlling your students choices is not a good nor a great idea because they will grew up following anyones choice.
May sariling utak sila para makapagdesisyon hindi mo sila kailangang diktahan kung ano man ang kanilang gagawin.
Kawawa na lang 'yung iba na hanggang sa paglaki sinusunod 'yung gusto o choice nung ibang tao pero kahit isang pagkakataon lang hindi nila nagawa 'yung sarling choice nila.
Author EM ♡
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