❝𝙹𝙰𝚅𝙾𝙽 𝚆𝙰𝙻𝚃𝙾𝙽❞
———————————————————————i'm findin' ways to articulate
the feelin' i'm going through
i just can't say i don't love you
'cause i love you, yeah
its hard for me to communicate
the thoughts that i hold
but tonight i'm gonna let you know
let me tell you the truth
baby, let me tell you the truth, yeahY/n and i have been dating for at least 5 months now. We haven't said 'i love you' yet but i'm crazy about her and she knows it. I wanna tell her the truth. I wanna pull her into my arms and tell her how much i love and adore her.
you know what i'm thinkin', see it in your eyes
you hate that you want me, hate it when you cry
you're scared to be lonely, 'specially in the night
i'm scared that i'll miss you, happens every time
i don't want this feelin', i can't afford love
i try to find a reason to pull us apart
it ain't workin', 'cause you're perfect and i know
that you're worth it, i can't walk awaySometimes, we have our arguments. Mostly about what the fans have to say about our relationship. Y/n would sometimes say that she hates the fact that she wants me because of how many people hate on her for it...she normally says it while crying which hurts my heart. I hate seeing her cry, it's horrible. But I don't want to leave her. I'll miss her. I always do.
She's the most amazing thing that's happened to me. She's perfect, she's worth everything. I can't just walk away from her, just because my dumbass fans can't accept us. I hope they stay mad. We're happy and nothing can separate us..ever.
even though we're going through it
and it makes you feel alone
just know that i would die for you
baby, i would die for you, yeah
the distance and time between us
it'll never change my mind
'cause baby i would die for you
baby, i would die for you, yeahWhat Y/n doesn't know is that i'd die for her. Nothing could change my mind about that. I'd tell her and she'd just reply with 'no you wouldn't, never waste your whole life for me' with a short laugh and smile then a peck on the lips. I wish she knew that I wasn't lying, I would waste my life for her. I'd die for her and kill for her. She doesn't need to know the kill part...
i'm findin' ways to manipulate the feelin' you're goin' through
but, baby girl, i'm not blamin' you
just don't blame me, too, yeah
'cause i can't take this pain forever
and you won't find no one that's better
'cause i'm right for you, babe
i think i'm right for you, babeShe blames herself for the hate she gets half the time, she also says I could do better than her. I don't blame her, I could never blame her. I want her to know she's right for me, like i know she is, like Jayla knows, mum and dad knows and like Jaden knows. "I love you" I finally whispered into her ear, for the first time. She smiled up at me and kissed my cheek. "well i love you more..i'd die for you"
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Ashtray/Javon imagines
Fanfiction"i'm just trying to stack my cash, pay off our mortgage, so what the fuck you want?" ✿ - NO SEXUALISING, HE IS A MINOR.