Divorced // bang yongguk (#26)

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Yiyeong

I feel someone pulling me and I don't like that and I have no idea why they are doing this to me when I am just trying to get some sleep, it is not like I am in a rush or something.

"Yiyeong, wake up! If you don't wake up in the next 5 minutes, you will be very late for your wedding." I heard my best friend DaYeong calling for me. "Don't forget that you need the whole morning to prepare for your wedding!"

My eyes opened and my mother and Sena were all standing next to her and they are not looking pleased with my behaviour, they drank a lot last night and it seemed like I am the only one who is having a hangover and they are immune to alcohol.

We had a bachelorette party last night at my mother's house and we spent the entire night talking and drinking alcohol like there is no tomorrow, we talked about the toxic relationships that we were a part of and Sena was just listening to us without saying a word. Because she is the youngest out of four of us and she hasn't even had her first kiss yet.

And I talked about Cha Eunwoo as well, the guy whom I thought that I would be able to have a happy ending with him but he is just wasting my time and effort loving him and he is not even planning on starting a family with me. So breaking up with such a jerk is the best decision that I have ever made and I have never regretted that decision, I even moved to Seoul to make things clear to him that I want nothing to do with him and he is not in my life anymore.

He is still here in Gwangju but I bet that he would have a new partner by now because of his good looks and he can attract any type of woman just by staring right into their soul, and there won't be any changes because he is still going to dump them when he gets bored of them.

The best thing is that I have invited everyone from my high school except for him because I don't want to see his face at the wedding and there is an unspoken rule that you can never invite people from your past relationships to your wedding and most of the time it will be ruined because of them but it is different from Yongguk ssi, I gave the invitation to his ex-wife telling her to come to the wedding and she will be able to see her children as well.

I don't know whether she would come but it will be good for her to be here and see how happy Yongguk ssi is with me and she made the wrong decision to leave her marriage and her children behind for Yongguk ssi to take care of them. If she doesn't show up, I won't be upset or anything because I will still be able to get married and nothing disastrous will happen later.

I got changed into my wedding gown and DaYeong starts on my makeup while Sena handles my hair, and my mother is in the other room dolling herself up. She is going to look like a rich lady and she is going to show girl power to anyone who will look at her like she is a weirdo my father divorced her because she is crazy.

My father is the second person that I didn't give out the wedding invitation to because I feel like he is not important in my life, he wasn't there for any of my graduation ceremonies and he didn't exist at all so my wedding should not be an exception and I would not have any expectations that he would turn up for the wedding.

And I know that my mother would be so upset if I did invite that jerk over to my wedding, my mother has been the type to always hide her emotions away from me but I know that it wasn't that easy for her to cope being a single parent and to raise me without anyone helping her. I don't care about the middle-aged women that will gossip about my family but I just don't want my mother to be in a bad mood for the entire wedding if I invited my father.

I got up from my seat and I looked at myself using the full-length mirror and I looked like a princess, every single woman will shine and sparkle on their wedding day and that will be the only day that they will look like that.

"So do you like it?" DaYeong asked and I nodded my head. "You do look like a princess in this gown, it is just a shame that you rented it. It would be better if you did own this dress but it is a good decision to rent it than to buy it at full price, it is too expensive for a wedding dress these days."

"Yiyeong Omma is not a princess, she is a queen and she will belong to my father as his queen," Sena says to her and she turned to look at me. "Do you like the hairstyle that I had done for you?"

"It is very pretty, Sena. Thank you for making me look pretty today." I thanked her and she looked as if she is so proud of her masterpiece. "You should be doing your hair as well, you wouldn't want to look like a mess in the group pictures."

She quickly tidied up her hair and we were ready to leave the house we made our way to the wedding venue which is in the heart of Gwangju, it is a small and a very comfortable place for a lot of couples to get married here and it is the ideal place for a wedding because I don't have a lot of friends and Yongguk ssi doesn't have many friends at all so this venue is just right for us. As long as I can get married to Yongguk ssi, nothing else matters...