Divorced // bang yongguk (#26)

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Yongguk

"Doesn't she remind you of your ex-wife? The one that left you for some bastard and left you in charge of the three of us, she is one pathetic woman and now there is another woman who is exactly like her." My own daughter said this to me when I asked her why she is being so rude and disrespectful towards Han Yiyeong, the babysitter that I have hired to take care of my family.

SeNa has the same thought as me when I met Han Yiyeong for the first time, she just seems so similar to my ex-wife that I always imagined that she is still around when she has already left my side a long time ago and she never wanted to come back to me anymore. Han Yiyeong is just like a copy of my ex-wife if I have to say it honestly, the way that she looks at me, the way that she talks to me is exactly the same as how my ex-wife did to me years ago and that was the very reason why I fell in love with her in the first place.

And now I hate everything that my ex-wife had done to me, she made me love her with all of her heart and she left me with this whole mess for me to take care of, she didn't want to take our children along with her and instead, I had to take care of my three children and it was very hard taking care of them when my ex-wife was the person who took care of her all the time.

My ex-wife was a very bad person and that has made me never want to love another woman anymore, I had enough of that thing called love and I will have my heart closed up for the rest of my life. Because of her, I didn't want to allow any woman in my life because they will do nothing but to hurt me and then leave me when they have gotten what they wanted from me, my trust and my love for them.

But Han Yiyeong is different, she might have the same characteristics as my ex-wife but I can feel that she is a really nice person, the look that she gives me is really comforting and really genuine, she can tell her entire story with just her eyes. And I can tell that she really gives her heart out to take care of my children, she makes sure that Sehyun is being fed on time and she doesn't allow him to eat too many snacks or he is going to have a toothache, she makes sure to wake SeJeong up on time and drags him out of his bed if he doesn't come out of his room.

And she also makes sure that SeNa gets her rest and she brought Sena to the hospital as soon as she discovers that she collapsed, that is something that I was surprised but I am glad that Han Yiyeong goes all the way to make sure that my children are getting the same amount of attention and no one is being treated unequally.

"Appa, do you know where is Yiyeong Omma?" My youngest son Sehyun asked for Han Yiyeong as soon as he gets out of bed. "She should be here at this timing but I don't see her at all."

"Yiyeong Omma went to the hospital early this morning to take care of your older sister, you do know that she was admitted into the hospital last night right?" I told Sehyun but he wasn't that happy that his Yiyeong Omma chose to visit his older sister than to come to see him.

"Yiyeong ssi went there? To take care of that ungrateful person? She is just wasting her time taking care of someone that doesn't appreciate her efforts, I just don't get why SeNa noona would hate her so much." SeJeong crossed his arms at the dining table.

Because she is just like your mother... I looked at SeJeong who is currently applying peanut butter on his toast and I immediately thought that Han Yiyeong might not have her breakfast, she told me that she was already at the hospital at 8 am and she might have not eaten anything before going there. "You guys want to visit your older sister later? I know that you don't really like your older sister, SeJeong but she is still your older sister no matter what, she will be happy to see you there."

"I don't think so, I have got extra classes today so I don't have the time to visit SeNa noona." I glared at him and he sighed. "Fine, I will rush there as soon as my classes are over."

"Thank you, Bang SeJeong for agreeing to visit your older sister." I looked towards Sehyun who is staring into space. "You are definitely coming with me, Bang Sehyun because Yiyeong Omma is there and you will never leave her."

He nodded and I gave a kiss on the forehead. "That's my boy, let's go to school then." I carried him and looked towards SeJeong. "Make sure that you cleared your breakfast before you get out of the house or the entire house is going to smell bad," I told him.

I didn't take note of those things when I was the only person who was in charge of the entire house and the well being of my children but ever since Han Yiyeong took over the role from me, she was able to change every single problem that I didn't know that I had. And now I have gotten so used to everything that she had changed, I am not ready to let Han Yiyeong leave my side.

"Appa! You forgot my water bottle, the teacher is going to scold me and I am going to be in trouble." I ran back to my apartment to retrieve Sehyun's water bottle, I didn't even realise that he didn't have his water bottle with him. He even scolded me for being so careless and told me that Han Yiyeong will never forget about things like this, he had already put Han Yiyeong deep inside his heart and he is going to be really sad if he knows that Han Yiyeong is not going to be taking care of him forever.