I'll Come Back, Always

Chapter 9 (M)

Roseanne's POV

        This is going to be a long night.

        That's the first thing that came to my mind once he started kissing me in the garden. His lips fit so perfectly in mine, I was intoxicated. The way he had his arms wrapped around me felt so...... right.

         And the next thing I knew was him taking off my clothes while being on top of me on the bed and kissing every part of my body. And I mean every part.

         The feeling he was making me feel is unfamiliar. I have experienced this before, it felt thrilling, kind of like a roller coaster ride. I could feel my heart rate fasten and breath hitching. This is intense.

          "L-Lorenzo..." I moaned out. Immediately, my hands went to cover my mouth. What did I just do? I don't think that was supposed to happen.

           He looked up and smirked at me. "No need to cover your mouth, sweetheart." He took my hand and pinned it to the bed, intertwining our fingers together. How dare he pin my hand down, I can't even move it anymore!

           His other hand went to his boxers and pulled them off, he kicked it, making the piece of cloth fly off the bed. He chuckled then looked at me, crashing his lips into mine.

          "Mmmm......" I felt myself let out. I could feel something against my crotch, or rather at the entrance. Wait, that isn't what I think it is, is it? I opened my eyes and pulled away, staring at him.

"Is there something wrong sweetheart?" He asked me.

"I-I." I closed my eyes tightly and breathed out. "I've never done this before."

I felt his lips leaving a kiss softly on my cheek. "I know. I'll guide you along the whole process." I felt my heart flutter at his action and cheeks heat up. Im not a Highschool student from what I remembered, why do I feel like this?

Keeping my eyes closed, I gripped on his shoulders tightly and I wrapped my legs around his waist. I could feel my heart pounding against my chest, I'm extremely nervous and I'm not even trying to hide it. I mean, which girl wouldn't be nervous when they are naked in front of a guy that's about to apparently make love to you?

"Don't worry," He whispered against my ear softly. "I'll be gentle with you." And that's when I felt something being stuck inside of me.

"Ahhh......" It uncontrollably rolled out from my tongue, but I couldn't care less about that right now. My mind is clouded by the thoughts of what will happen after he enters inside of me fully.

Time was going by so slowly. I could feel myself being stretched out slowly and not only was it a little uncomfortable, it was also painful. Having your muscles that were never really used before suddenly stretch out to fit something inside you is painful.

I could feel the grip I had on his shoulder tighten, my fingers tightly pressing against his skin, my nails probably leaving marks on him but he didn't say anything. I could hear him let out a groan as he pushed deeper inside me.

"You're so god damn tight." He groaned out, against my ear, sending shivers throughout my body. Then suddenly he hit a spot in me which made me feel like shattering. My eyes fluttered open and locked with his, staring into each other.

"It hurts." I managed to whisper out. "I didn't know it would be this painful..." A tear rolled down my cheek. His eyes softened and went down to kiss me.

"I'm sorry." He mumbled against my lips. "I promise it will feel better after a couple of minutes. Tell me when to start moving, okay?" I felt his hand on my cheek, caressing it lightly while whipping my tears off.