Pain

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The pain is all I've known

It'll never leave me

It hangs over me till I'm gone

My heart is broken

There's hope left for me

Ooh no another man down another sob news story written and planned out

I'm gonna go don't be sad

This pain it was caused by you

I'm ashamed you got too me this bad

You created the monster you see in me.


Broken like you've made me be

Holding on to the noose that I keep next to me

My heart won't beat, it's taken control. My mind gave up so long ago.

I'm holding on so tightly now it's so much different this time

One more wrong and I'll cut to my bones

My pain I feel it in my soul

My pain isn't new to you. Yet you scream at me cause you know it shortens my days. 

The pain cuts straight into my bones but I can't escape cause this life is meant for me to bear

The pain is what I know before I lose control

I'll create the life I never knew

You turn my family into enemies you make me the villain of your story you make me feel the masquerade you have always been



I don't wanna breathe but my hope runs deep

I don't wanna hope but it's all I've known

My scars they have taken their toll my soul

The soul you've torn

The heart you've stabbed

The lungs you've clogged

The brain you've fucked

I cross my heart and I hope to die

This is the eulogy you wrote for me.

This pain it runs deep it's my time I've earned my keep its time to go

I scream to you yet you won't hear me

This was your plan right from the start

You never wanted me

You killed my the boy who you broke from the start

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