The pain is all I've known
It'll never leave me
It hangs over me till I'm gone
My heart is broken
There's hope left for me
Ooh no another man down another sob news story written and planned out
I'm gonna go don't be sad
This pain it was caused by you
I'm ashamed you got too me this bad
You created the monster you see in me.
Broken like you've made me be
Holding on to the noose that I keep next to me
My heart won't beat, it's taken control. My mind gave up so long ago.
I'm holding on so tightly now it's so much different this time
One more wrong and I'll cut to my bones
My pain I feel it in my soul
My pain isn't new to you. Yet you scream at me cause you know it shortens my days.
The pain cuts straight into my bones but I can't escape cause this life is meant for me to bear
The pain is what I know before I lose control
I'll create the life I never knew
You turn my family into enemies you make me the villain of your story you make me feel the masquerade you have always been
I don't wanna breathe but my hope runs deep
I don't wanna hope but it's all I've known
My scars they have taken their toll my soul
The soul you've torn
The heart you've stabbed
The lungs you've clogged
The brain you've fucked
I cross my heart and I hope to die
This is the eulogy you wrote for me.
This pain it runs deep it's my time I've earned my keep its time to go
I scream to you yet you won't hear me
This was your plan right from the start
You never wanted me
You killed my the boy who you broke from the start
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A Fight With Depression
Short Story(Trigger Warnings) Do not read if you are bothered by reading very real everyday senarios such as suicide, self harm, and other things that tend to mend with having most mental illnesses. This book is a different book where every chapter is a short...