I'm so tired of this fucked up life, I think to myself as i am criticized for being me once again. By this kid in my class. This kid follow's me all over trying to get me to break. I won't break tho, that's my problem. I used to be the kid who would just turn around and sock the guy in the face. But after doing that from about 3rd grade to 6th grade, now in 12th grade,On my angel side feel so accomplished that i haven't been in a fight in so long. But the other devilish part of me wants to beat the fuck out of this guy for making my life a living hell.
But I've got a problem, when i am in a fight with someone, i bank out and do more damage than i mean too, and when i snap out of it, i don't remember doing what i did.
There was one time where this group of wanna bee Gangsters came up to me and my dog. And started calling me all these names and all this bullshit, I told them off and the next thing that happens; i get punched in the nose by this really short girl. I still don't know why i did this, but When i snapped out of being furiously mad, i realized that the girl that punched me is on the grass, and i had her by the hair.
I'm just tired of the jokes, tired of the bullshit, tired of my parents, i think i'm gonna loose it. I don't know how much more i can take if my life doesn't get better, and now I've found out that i have to get surgery, !!!!!CAN MY LIFE GET ANY MORE COMPLICATED!!!!!
What can i do that won't get me in trouble to get this asswipe to stop?
Intro:]
[Britt Nicole:]
It feels like a tear in my heart
Like a part of me missing
And I just can't feel it
I've tried and I've tried
And I've tried
[NF:]
Tears on my face I can't take it
If lonely's a taste, then it's all that I'm tasting
Do you hear my cry?
I cry, oh
[Hook - Britt Nicole and NF:]
Can you hold me? [x2]
Can you hold me in your arms?
[Verse 1 - NF:]
Just wrap me in your arms, in your arms
I don't wanna be nowhere else
Take me from the dark, from the dark
I ain't gonna make it myself
Put your arms around me
Put your arms around me
Let your love surround me
I am lost
I am lost
[Bridge - Britt Nicole and NF:]
If I ain't got you here
If I ain't got you, I ain't got nothing at all
[Hook:]
Can you hold me? [x2]
Can you hold me in your arms?
[Verse 2 - NF (Britt Nicole):]
Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, I feel like it's just me, like it's just me
What it gon' take? What it gon' be?
I don't even know
(It's not just you)
But I'm lonely
Feeling like I don't even know me, I don't even know me
(I feel it too)
Gotta have you gotta see you
(You're the only thing I have to think about
The only one I that can't live without)
I see you
(I need you need you to hold me now)
[Bridge - NF:]
If I ain't got you [x2]
I ain't got nothing [x2]
If I ain't got you
I ain't got you
If I ain't got you
I'm lonely
If I ain't with you I'm lonely
I'm lonely
I need you
I need you
[Hook - Britt Nicole:]
Can you hold me? [x2]
Can you hold me in your arms?
[Outro - NF:]
Feel like it's just me, like it's just me
What it gon' take? What it gon' be?
I don't even know, I don't even know
But I'm lonely, lonely
Feel like I don't even know me
Feels like I don't even know me
I don't even know me
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A Fight With Depression
Short Story(Trigger Warnings) Do not read if you are bothered by reading very real everyday senarios such as suicide, self harm, and other things that tend to mend with having most mental illnesses. This book is a different book where every chapter is a short...
