I cannot take this anymore. Rant

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i literally cannot take this bullshit life anymore...i live with my grandma,  and i just had to make a very hard decision...i just gave her my razerblades that i self harm with,  because i just have been feeling like i want to die lately. I'm so depressed, my aunt was murdered, this kid wants to "try" to beat my ass at school...and now I've found out that my intestine is folding in on itself which will involve a major surgery, i'm in so much fucking pain...emotionally and physically. because of this fucked up life i live in... I'm just afraid I'll find another way to kill or harm myself...

If anyone still reads this, can you help a wattpadian out... I'm in desperate need of help...

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