I've come to the realization that 1 year ago today my greatest lifesaver of them all took his own life in his own home.
I've been greatly depressed and in denial since I found out on YouTube, I was listing to linkin park when all of the sudden a video was in the play next saying linkin parks Chester Bennington found dead.
But I just gotta deal, it's been getting easier to listen to linkin park again, but there's always that one song that takes me back to the dark times of my life when I was listing to that song to try not to kill myself.
1 year ago I cried like a baby on my grandma's couch because I found out that my savior had done what he helped us all not do, commit suicide.
My goal in life as a kid was to meet my savior of almost a million suicide attempts. But now that lifelong dream has come to an end. I'm deeply depressed and shaken Over his death, still to this day. I don't know how to move on from this tragedy.
REST IN PIECE CHESTER BENNINGTON my childhood and teen savior
LINKINPARKfreak44 aka Tyson Eilers
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A Fight With Depression
Short Story(Trigger Warnings) Do not read if you are bothered by reading very real everyday senarios such as suicide, self harm, and other things that tend to mend with having most mental illnesses. This book is a different book where every chapter is a short...
