Chapter 9

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I woke up this morning and felt something hard under my cheek and something heavy around my waist

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I woke up this morning and felt something hard under my cheek and something heavy around my waist. When my eyes adjusted I saw I was sleeping on Steve and his arms were wrapped protectively around me.

As I started thinking about why I am here, I begin to remember last nights events.

Daddy you're home." My eyes widen and I begin to panic.

He gently pulls me up and into his lap wrapping the blanket around me

"Yes baby, daddy is home." He say kissing the side of my head. "It's okay baby, regress. I have you. I promise nothing will happen to you." He tells me.

"Mmm daddy" I mumble curling into his neck falling asleep.

Shit. He knows now. Fuck. Uhg Bucky you are so stupid. How could you do this.

As I am in my thoughts, I feel lips pressed against my head.

"Good morning baby" he mutters out.

"I'm big Steve." I growl out and get up leaving the room without looking back.

I go into my room and close the door locking it behind me.

"Stupid stupid stupid." I keep repeating to myself.

After an hour or so I finally get up and go out into the living room.

I look up and see Steve making breakfast in the kitchen. He looks at me and gives me a tight lipped smile.

"Uh breakfast is almost done" is all he says turning back around finishing it up.

Once it was done, I went over to the table and took the plate he gave me. We sat in silence the whole time. When I was done, he picked up my plate and cleaned up the dishes.

"Are you gonna talk to me today?" He asked me.

"There's nothing to talk about." I say flatly.

He lets out a sigh and pitches the bridge of his nose. "Come on Buck. It's me. I know okay? I know you regress and don't have a problem with it. If it is something that you need to do then okay do it. I just want to take care of you." He says almost desperately.

"Steve I am not doing this. I am not talking about it. I don't need to be taken care of." I say feeling the blood boil inside of me.

"Just because you think you don't need doesn't mean I won't take care of you." He says softly.

Uhg. This is pissing me off now.

"Just leave me alone Steve."

"Buc.." he starts to say.

"DAMN IT STEVE LEAVE IT ALONE! LEAVE ME ALONE! I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP AND I DON'T NEED YOU. I WOULDN'T BE IN THIS MESS IF YOU WOULD'VE FUCKING CAUGHT ME ON THAT DAMN TRAIN. I yell at him.

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