Bucky. That's all Steve wanted and needed in his life. Before the war, during, and even after, all Steve wanted was his solider. His Bucky.
After the fall of S.H.I.E.L.D. Steve kept trying to find Bucky to bring him home. Everyone was against this...
"Bucky. you've known me your entire life. Your name is James Buchanan Barnes..."
"SHUT UP!"
"I'm not gonna fight you. You're my friend."
"You're my mission! YOU ARE MY MISSION!"
"Then finish it. 'Cause I'm with you 'til the end of the line." He says.
I jolt awake screaming and covered in sweat.
"Hey hey. Baby it's okay. It's okay. I'm here. Breathe for me. It's okay" I hear Steve say to me wrapping my arms around him burying myself into him.
I couldn't help but let out a sob.
"I almost killed you Steve. I almost killed the man that I love most." I whimper to him.
"Baby you broke through the brainwashing and saved me from the river. You were so strong to fight their control. I'm proud of you for pushing to get yourself back" he tells me running his fingers through my hair.
"It was terrible Stevie. So terrible." I keep whimpering. I started tracing his chest needing to ground myself somehow.
"Bucky look at me" he says. And I do. "Do you need to regress? If you do, then do it. I'll take care of you. I promise baby" he tells me.
"I wanna talk with you about it first before I actually do it." I tell him.
"Okay, well how about we get up and I'll make some breakfast and you can take a shower. We've only been asleep for a few hours and it's 9:00am so let's get you fed" he say kissing my forehead, then my nose, and finally my lips.
I can't help but smile into the kiss and blush over the affection he is giving me.
"Okay doll" I whisper to him.
We get up and go our separate ways. While I shower, I decide to use Steve's body wash because it brings so much comfort to me. Once I get out of the shower, I get dressed and walk into the kitchen and see Steve shirtless cooking for us.
I walk up behind him and wrap my arms around his waist and place my head against his back.
"Mm you're so warm" I moan out feeling all fuzzy. I gently place a couple kisses on his back.
"Did you have a good shower?" He asked.
"Yeah, I used your body wash. I needed something to ground me and your smell helps a lot." I tell him.
