Bucky. That's all Steve wanted and needed in his life. Before the war, during, and even after, all Steve wanted was his solider. His Bucky.
After the fall of S.H.I.E.L.D. Steve kept trying to find Bucky to bring him home. Everyone was against this...
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Smut Warning!!⚠️ I woke up this morning to an empty bed. I rolled over and saw the bathroom light on then I heard the shower running.
I roll out of bed and make my way in. Bucky must have been deep in thought because he still hasn't heard me come in yet. I strip out of my clothes and slip in behind him.
I slowly wrap my arms around his waist and turn him around to me. When he looks into my eyes, I see that his are red and puffy.
"Oh sweetie, what's wrong?" I asked.
"Wha..what if it doesn't work? What if it messes my memories up more than they already are or worse I completely forget you. Steve I can't lose you I can't" he sobs into me.
I pull him close and soft hum then sing It's been a long long time.
Never thought that you would be Standing here so close to me There's so much I feel that I should say But words can wait until some other day
Kiss me once, then kiss me twice Then kiss me once again It's been a long, long time Haven't felt like this, my dear Since I can't remember when It's been a long, long time
You'll never know how many dreams I've dreamed about you Or just how empty they all seemed without you So kiss me once, then kiss me twice Then kiss me once again It's been a long, long time
When I finish I lift his head up by his chin and kiss him softly. When I continue to kiss him, I keep rocking us back and forth. It doesn't take much longer until his breathing calms down some.
"Steve, I know I said I would do this procedure, but I'm not ready to let you go yet." He whispers with his voice cracking.
I feel my throat tighten up and my chest get tight.
"Me either baby. I can't even begin to explain how much I am going to miss you. You know it was a little easier thinking it was just me in this world, but now knowing you survived, and we've reconnected, it's going to be so hard and heart breaking to say goodbye and be apart again." I tell him while placing my cheek on the side of his head.
"Promise you won't forget me?" Bucky asks.
"Oh my sweet James, nothing could ever make me forget you. You are all I think about. In the mornings, the afternoons, on missions, during trainings, important meetings, dinner, in my dreams, it's always you." I assure him.
"I still can't believe you've stuck by my side all this time. After everything I have done, you still stay with me no matter what." He says looking up at me.
I smile at him and kiss the tip of his nose. "My love for you is unconditional. I will never intentionally leave your side. I will fight for you, baby I will kill for you. I know you are not the same man you were in the 40's and well neither am I. I hope that doesn't bother you but I will hunt down and kill any hydra agent out there."
